Salihin Rahim..The Story Of His Life

Another day spent.. with Effa~ and it was my birthday!

2010-11-21T23:20:00.001+08:00

Oh my birthdayyy!! hahahaha errrr... this is a bit late actually~ hehehe I'm 19 now~ hmm how should i start this? hmmm okay let's start with 12:00am~ Wanna know siapa yg greet aku paling awal? HEHEHE bukan advance okay? yg banar2 awal~ hehehe of course.. my lovely girlfriend~ EFFA NABILLA AZIZ~ <3 both Facebook and SMS~ thank you very much love! I love you very much~

Saturday...20th November 2010... Upper sixth PTEM kena suruh balikkan buku~ hehehe then afternoon~ aku balik awal around 12:30pm... aku gagas banar kan balik~ wanna know why? pasal kan jalan with... EFFAAAAA~~!!! hehehe banar2 gagas wah hahaha

Effa picked me up at around 2:30pm... she wore white shirt~ and aku jua sama warna putih~ HEHEHE *senyum penuh makna* haha she looked so damn hot, as usual, with that shirt~ seriously! hahaha first destination... we went to Tasconi at Lambak~ Effa beli Sheperd's Pie and me.. Spaghetti... nda sekajap wah siapnya makanan ah~ nda plg batah bejam2 eh hahaha mcm... 10-15 mins lah~ hehe sampat lagi kami...

BEGAMBARRRRR~~

hahaha Effa lawa brabis dalam this pic! hehehe gosh girl... I'm so obsess with you~!!

Then kami jalan ke kedai runcit~ beli minuman~ Yakult~ Minuman sehat dan berjasa~ Eh apakan~ hahahaha from that minimart.. we went to.. Pantai Tungku~~~~!! yeaaayyy~~! know what? aku inda pernah ke sana dulu~ haha seriously! macam orang baru keluar dari gua wah~ hahaha thank you very much love~ because of you, merasa jua ku menjejakkan kaki ke Pantai Tungku~

Once arrived at Pantai Tungku... we looked for the best place with the best view..hehe and of course.. we found one..hehe

Lawa right? hehehe seriously~ Dating in front of the calm sea.. Under the tree.. With the cold air that blew from Effa's car aircond xp hahaha yea.. kami nda keluar awal2 tu~ haha dalam kereta saja~ hehe then.. kami kan makan our foods.. semangat dah ni.. sekalinya... nada suduuuuu~ hahahaha hampa tarus~ sampai kan ambil garpu and sudu ampai2 arah atas pasir~ desperate jua udah tu~ hahah nadddadddddehhh~ hygiene is important x ah! YOSH! pasal banar2 kan makan, kami ke gerai dapan2 di pantai tungku tu.. but nada~ isk isk isk.. hampa eh.. hahaha fikir punya fikir.. akhirnya kami decided kan jalan cari garpu~ kami ke Pantai Berakas.. pasal we thought di sana ada gerai~ but nada.. and know what? aku cuba minta arah orang barbecue di sana~ hahahaha but ia nda mau bagi~ pasal sikit saja ia ada... aisshhh! kami kan makan wah!!! hahahaha so last2.. kami jalan lah saja dari sana.. kesian Effa pasal tepaksa drove jauh2.. sorry baby~ I LOVE YOU SAYANG... time di highway tu.. aku tiba2 teingat~ ada sudu arah tempat jual nasi katok arah lambak kiri! hahaha so yea we went there.. tempat siring PTEB.. disana.. aku keluar kereta after Effa berantikan kereta.. eh mestilah! nda kan terjun time Effa drive x? hahaha

Me: Pak cik! kita ada sudu plastik?

Pak cik: *bangang*

Me: kita ada sudu?

Pak Cik: awu ada lai..

Me: buleh aku bali pak cik?

Pak cik: kami nda bejual tu lai.. berapa kau mau?

Me: 2 saja.. kami bali makanan tadi.. tapi nada sudu.. iatah payah makan

Pak Cik: bah kajap ah

then ia bagi aku 2 plastic spoons! YEEEAAAAA! happy tarus~ hehehe so kami jalan balik ke pantai tungku~ jauh perjalan tani ah Sayang? HEHEHEHE sorry sayang~ i should've check it earlier.. then sudah sampai di Pantai Tungku.. kami makan lah sana~ hehehe for the first time aku makan Spag tasconi~ nyaman~ macam rasa Pizza.. then Effa suapkan *oh so sweet!!* her pie arah aku~ sweeeet sayang~ hehehe and yea, nyaman wah Pie ah! haha gosh~ tesliur ku eh.. yummy! oh! time kami makan tu.. Effa suddenly stopped eating and said, "sayang ambilkan tissue didalam sana" she pointed at.. err.. I don't know apa namanya hahaha tempat menyimpan barang ah.. yg macam almari~ hahaha so aku buka.. and unexpectedly.. "SURRPRRISEEE!" wahhhhh!! aku tekajut! hahahaha ada birthday card didalam tu~ wahhh! so sweeet love!! thank you very very very very very much!

lawa right? HEHEHEHE aku suka banar meliat~ pasal cuttteeee! thank you very very much love~ hehe and I was touched, err my heart touched, when Effa told me that she slept really late just because of this card.. awwww~ you're so sweeet love~ thank you very very much! i love you very very much sayang~ sayang cuteee! hehe

ok sambung cerita..aku makan sikit saja... pasal payah makan spag pakai sudu ah.. hahaha we both stopped eating~ pasal kan sambung later... then kami~ NGE-DATE!! HEHEHE cerita2 and so on... then we decided kan go outside.. before that Effa told me that Effa kan tukar slipper dulu~ hehe her slipper dalam bonnet~ so kami ambil sama2.. the moment aku buka her car's bonnet.. "SURPRRRISSEEEE!!" wahhh! another surprise! dalam bonnet tu ada hadiah basar! ehehehe

lawa right cover nya~? haha aku suka brabis meliat~ hehehehe pasal it's special and it was from.. Sweetie Effa Nabilla~ hehe

aku happy to the max.. pasal it was my first time kena bagi surprise yg banar2 menjadi! hehehe mostly nya, surprise yg kena bagi arah ku nda menjadi haha thank you very very much love! i love you wholeheartedly! hehe then kami jalan2 atas batu-batu~ Rip-rap? hehehe walking on the rocks.. holding hands really really tight.. laughing with love in the air.. wah romantic!! hehe i honestly miss that moment so much at this time.. and i miss Effa like crazy!!

Effa took this picture~ hehehe I hugged her gifts~ HEHE so sweeet~ thanks once again for the gifts love~ really really love them!

I love this picture very very much! and.. I love the girl in the picture even more! Effa~ Kamek sayang kitak! Sayang lalu ngan Sayang~ hehe

then masuk kereta balik and sambung cerita2 sambil liat2 pantai~ lawaaa~ banyak awan~ romantic~ seriously... I love you very very much Effa Nabilla~ oh kami sambung makan jua~ hehehe but still.. aku nda dapat habiskan~ pasal payah makan pakai sudu tu~ hahaha tegugur ganya wah spag tu dari sudu~ hahaha I love you very much Effa~ then kami jalan.. ke Gadong~ bali minyak plg saja tu~ hahaha Effa decided kan hantar aku balik after that~ but then.. kami ke Pet Shop di Lambak~ liat animals! hehehe ada hamster dwarf! cuteeeee! those hamsters ada yang exercise wah! cutteeeee! gosh i'm so gonna buy one or two someday! then kami jalan2 arah Pertama Jaya~ nothing special disana... hehehe then... Effa sent me back home.. seriously.. aku rasa berat hati kan balik~ pasal I felt kan spend more time with her.. I love you very very much baby... I had so much fun baby! seriously! hehehe

then sudah sampai rumah.. banyak orang menyubuk dari dalam rumah~ hahaha they just love to tease me! hahaha then sudah Effa balik.. aku masuk dalam rumah lah~ nda kan tahan2 di luar? hahaha my family tarus cakap, "wah basar hadiahnya!" hahaha they were jealous! haha then aku masuk bilik.. and gambar2 hadiah Effa tu~ hehehe kenangan~ haha what happen next? aku buka her card tu... gosh lawa wah!! aku suka brabis... then aku buka and read slowly.. fahami setiap ayat.. baca dengan teliti.. tanpa meninggalkan apa apa walau satu noktah.. hahaha macam exam tah plg hahaha time ku baca tu... to be honest.. aku banar2 terharu~ seriously! hahaha terharu to the maxxxxx!! I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH SAYANG!!! then... aku buka her big gift tu.. slowly and scrupulously~ hehehe aku takut ada koyak arah cover nya tu~ sayang wah~ pasal lawa and very very special~~ HEHEHEHE it worth a gold you know! HEHEHE then sudah buka....

Taaddaaaaaa~~!! lawa and cute right~? of courseeeee~ hehehe thank you very very much Sayang~ I love you more~!! awal2 aku nda mau buka tu plastic ah~ hahaha pasal sayang, takut kamah and nyaman rasa nya di paluk~ HEHE then.. sudah ku buka.. lagi nyaman rasa nya! empuuuuuuuukk~~ hehehe i love it very very very much love!!

Liat card tu~ lawaaa~ hehehe the wordings are perfect! hehehe thanks sayang~

In a nutshell... To my lovely, gorgeous, hot, beautiful, cute, caring and sweet girlfriend, Effa Nabilla Aziz.. Thank you hundred millions lemons times baby~ Thank you for being with me.. spending your time with me.. on my birthday.. my special day.. and yea, you just made my birthday this year to be more special and extremely different from other years before..you just made my birthday to be so damn wonderful~ thank you sayang~ Thank you for the gifts.. thank you for the lovely, cute, sweet and successful surprises~ I'm yours baby~ I love you with all my heart... always love you~

Irreplaceable treasure

2010-11-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

7th Monthsary...

I sincerely sincere and honestly honest dedicate this post with my all my love to my beloved girlfriend, Noreffa Nabilla Abdul Aziz..

We've been together for 7 months now. Time flies really really fast and yet, the bond that held us, that connect us, that stick us together still strong and keep on growing. I'm very very thankful to Allah for letting us to be together, to share everything, to embrace everything TOGETHER, up and down, left and right, front and back. Thank you so much love, for being such a wonderful girlfriend, for being such an understanding girlfriend, for being there everytime I need you, for being there to cheer me up when I'm down, for being there to share my happiness, for being there to share my sorrowfulness and lastly but not least.. For being there for me to love you...wholeheartedly. I kept on repeating this all over and over again, thank you very much for accepting for who I am, for loving me for who I am. I will always love you with all my heart my Strawberry.

I still remember the first time we talked last year. You asked me to sit next to you during Maths class. Then unexpectedly, we were set to be in 3 same classes and even PS time. I never ever felt uncomfortable everytime I talk to you and when I look at you. From that, I know that... you're such a wonderful person and we can be a good friend. As time passed by, I found out that all my hypothesis are true. We became a good friend ever since then. 2010 is the year where I found out that there's something special in you. Something that captured my heart. I love you Effa Nabilla Aziz.

This is our first picture together. *credit to Ezan for the picture*

Friday, 2nd of April - the day I confessed to you that I have feelings for you. Only Allah knows how happy I was when I knew that we share the same feelings. I love you very very much baby. I will always pray to Allah that our relationship will last long and hopefully... Ever after... I'm sorry for all my wrong doings during these 7 months.

This is our first picture together after we started our relationship.

Once again, thanks for being such a wonderful caring girlfriend. You're just irreplaceable. I love you with all my heart, my Strawberry, my only Diamond Platinum, my sweetheart and my other heart.

wooooaaahh!!!

2010-10-31T21:25:00.004+08:00

Last day of October~ fuuuh~ time flies really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really *okay enoughhhhh!* don't you think so? I still remember the first day of 2010.. I had this one so-called relaxing vacation at Miri~ yea, it turned out to be tension-vacation~ wanna know why? something bad happened.. really really bad~ wanna know about it? read my old post~ hehehe and now~ 2 months left before 2010 ended~ a meaningful year~ err.. don't you think it is too early to talk about this? I mean, something about what this year means to me? hahaha yea~ I'll write about it on the last day of 2010 then~ hehehe remind me ayte? fast~

So let's talk about my life yesterday~ and today maybe.. hehe let's get started with yesterday~ I went to school in sport attire~ because i was too lazy to take my school uniform at my sister's room~ hahaha good reason eh? yea I know that~ XD stayed at school until 12:45pm... Then my beloved girlfriend, Effa Nabilla Aziz picked me up~ hehe we went to Ka VV's school first.. know what? I just found out that Stella School is actually located near to my uncle's house.. hahaha like, we always go there this year..but I just found out that school? hahaha i was a little bit shocked actually~ hehe then from there we went to Gadong~ our destination was Tyre Mart~ and know what? I just knew that Tyre Mart has another branch at Gadong! hahaha seriously! I need to get out more often! hahaha if you're wondering what we're doing at Tyre Mart.. lemme tell you~ ehehe we went there for fun! HAHAHA no lah~ Effa wanted to check her car's tyre pressure.. hehehe it's important to check it you know.. That's what my dad told me~ xP from Tyre Mart we went to pantai~ mau ngedate~ ;) right sayang? *wink* hehehehe I had so much fun seriously.. Being with her for half a day was awesome! seriously~ and one thing.. Effa looked so damn hot on that day~ ;) no kidding~ I'm serious! Then at around 5pm, Effa sent me back home~ I felt like I don't wanna be separated from her... seriously.. like, i just wanna be with her 24-7...well yea, I'm on my angau-mood~ hahaha oh btw, thank you so much sayang pasal sanggup ambil aku from PTEM and hantar balik rumah~ hehe i love you so much baby~ :') Overall.. I had so much fun~There's nothing on earth that can erase that memory from my brain~ That's for sure~ unless... I... lost...my memories...Nauzubillah!! :S

Next? about today~ hehehe I woke up early today~ I think around 7:30am or 8? I'm not sure~ between that maybe~ the first thing that I did is.. open my eyes of course~ hahaha nothing much happened today~ oh! I learned how to park a car today~ HEHEHE I used Honda Stream~ frankly saying, it was a long car~ haha and yea, it was difficult and quite different to park a long car like that~ I don't know how to tell you about it~ for sure, it's different~ don't ask for more ayte? hehehe

Oh! Let's talk about Nerf... I just found out two ways of modifying Nerf streamline darts... First way... Seal or cover or attach a sellotape or electric tape onto the front age of the dart~ the area just below the orange head.. I don't have electrical tape so yea I just used sellotape instead.. then second way... inserting a cut of drinking straw into the dart's hole.. this way is a little bit complicated and needs super glue to hold the straw inside the dart.. so what are the results? First way... yea that way managed to increase the speed and range of the dart... Second way? I don't know... I haven't try it yet.. wanna know why? because I just don't want to spend any money for the stuffs.. you know, straw and super glue... But as from what I heard... the second way is better than the first way~ I'll try it someday and let you know about it~ hehehe...

Oh! another thing~ i had a talk with my lil sis this afternoon~ I asked her about the book that she ordered from Malaysia~ you know, "A journey to space" by Sheikh Muszaphar... I asked her how she got it~ and know what? I WAS SHOCKED! Macam ani ceritanya~ ia contact this one girl arah tempat membali buku atu...then sudah banyak contact.. My lil Sis tanya.. "You're Ms. Dewi, the one that Sheikh Taufik mentioned in his book?" then Ms. Dewi said, "Yea that's me..oh how did you know that?" then my lil sis said, "I read his book" and Ms. Dewi said, "ah! that's good!" and that's how dorang mcm jadi kawan~ hahaha Ms. Dewi is Sheikh Muszaphar's Sister-in-law btw~ oh know what? Ms. Dewi gave her no. arah my lil sis~ so they had a talk through phone! and i was like, "WHAAAT?!! YOU TALKED WITH HIS SISTER IN LAW??!! OH MY GOD YOU'RE LUCKYY!!" hahahaha and know what? that Malaysian Astronaut's sister-in-law said she wanted to meet my lil sister PERSONALLY when ia ke Brunei kan buat promotion DVD nya after ia beranak~ this year or maybe next year...? my sis cakap, "just call me" hahaha oh god! SHE'S LUCKYY!! hahaha my sis bangang wah meliat reaction ku~ hahaha pasal aku nda tau bah cerita nya ani~ and oh one thing~ my lil sis contact sama Sheikh Muszaphar jua~ hahaha she's lucky! but nda malar lah.. nda macam ia contact sama kaka ipar nya tu~ and she's lucky again that Muszaphar's sister-in-law personally suruh Sheikh Muszaphar bagi autograph arah buku yang my sis ordered tu~ hehehe.. So lucky~ well, sekadar plg~ bukan nya Sheikh Muszaphar dengannya betelipun kan? hmmm.. HAHAHA but yea, lucky wah~ don't you think? hahaha

Cute eh? yea i know~ *muka bangga* hahahaha

Effa Nabilla... I love you very much.. Effa Nabilla... I miss you so damn much... Effa Nabilla... I need you so freaking damn much... Effa Nabilla.. Key of Heart~

P/s: sorry if ada salah grammar or ejaan or salah cerita.. eh? salah cerita? xD hahahahahahaha

Long Friday~

2010-10-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

s'ti 23:01 mp thgir won~ I ma yltnerruc gnivah a trohs kaerb morf gnisiver~ eheh p:

HAHAHA can you read that? fuuh~ try to figure it out~ hahahahahaha it's easy! come on! have a break! don't get to stress up with exams~ even a war needs rest~ errr.. yaaakaaaaah? hahahaha I'm in a very very very very very good mood tonight! HEHEHEHE wanna know why?? baca dulu cerita ku ni~ :p

I was in my room.. err room or living room? not sure when my sister, Shalai came to me.. "eh mau ikut jalan? ke baiduri bank.. kan hantar duit ke malaysia for c KK ah.. menyamal krg ia..." hahaha KK is my lil sis btw, ia ordered this one book written by Dr. Sheikh Muzafar (lurus kah?)... A book entitled "A Journey to Space" hehe okay back to the story~ then i said, "bah~ ke Hua Ho tarus ah?" Shalai, "bah~"

so we went to Baiduri bank at Delima complex... but nda batah di sana pasal orang Baiduri minta invoice and so on.. oh something funny happened! sudah kan masuk kereta semula, KK cakap, "eh lai, mana duit ku? arah kita kan?" Shalai, "eh? duit apa?" KK, "duit ku $100 ah~" Shalai, "eh manada kau bagi aku" KK, "eh! arah babu! hahahaha nasib jua orang tu minta invoice! mun nda bari malu eh! nada duit! tapi kan transfer duit!" i was like, -___________________-" wth? HAHAHA nasib wah.. mun nda, memalukan jua tu~ ish3...

then we went to Hua Ho Mall~ btw, atu Mall kah? pasal mcm bukan Mall wah! nda layak jadi Mall! hahaha but i heard atu bukan Mall.. namanya Hua Ho Manggis? ada orang cakap atu Mall? apakan banarnya? Mall kah? hahaha pasal one of lecturers di Al Azhar University, Cairo, Egypt, cakap... if one building tu kan jadi mall, mesti at least ada; shopping complex, cinema, food court, bowling and arcade... Hua Ho ada apa? food court? yup tapi damit.. cinema? nope. Bowling? nope. Arcade? Nope. Shopping complex? errr.. yea.. ahahaha so i don't consider that Hua Ho Manggis as a Mall... andangnya bukan mall kah? :s okay panjang! hahaha back to my story...kami tarus ke tingkat hmm 2? arah toy section.. cari.. NERF!!! hahaha shalai said, "bah pilih tah laju.." me, "bah berapa limit duit?" shalai, "pilih tah dulu.." me, "brapa dulu?" KK, "eh! pilih tah bah. laju tah bah eh.." me, "eh napa kau gagas ni kan?" hahaha seriously, gagas bnr bah ia tadi tu.. ish3... then aku pilih2... but then aku mcm nda sure kan pilih yg mana..but yg awal sekali aku target, Nerf Longstrike CS-6... dari dulu sudah aku target ni.. even time aku survey arah internet pun aku target ani! HEHEHE so i said, "brapa kan limit nya? 100+ or below 100?" shalai, "pilih dulu~" -____________-" hahaha i said, "emm.. ke Bebeland *lurus kah?* dulu eh.. check sana dulu.." di Hua Ho harganya $91.90.. then di bebeland.. $79.90! waaaah! kira jauh jua tu harganya! hahahaha di Bebeland.. aku befikir lagi.. what to choose, what to pick, what to buy.. Nerf Vulcan EBF-25 or Nerf Longstrike CS-6... hmmm...pasal dua2 mcm coool! Vulcan tu harganya $99.90.. add another $20 saja.. hmmm... then... lastly... aku pilih....

Nerf Longstrike CS-6!!

hahaha seriously! siuk main! rugged~~ hahaha no wonder Jijan addicted arah Nerf... hahahaha one thing yang aku nda brapa suka about this Nerf... Range nya nda brapa and part yang ampir shoulder tu nda dapat di removed once i attached it.. atu saja~ hehehe yang lain, SUPERRRB! hehehe oh another thing yang aku nda suka about this nerf.. "it's addictive! sampai aku nda te-revise!" -_______________________-" hahahah should i include that? hahahaha oh! special thanks to my sisters~ Shalai and Bibie pasal sharing duit untuk balikan aku barang yang aku impikan dari dulu.. dari bulan 2 dah wah! seriously! hahaha but setiap kali aku ada duit, aku spend arah lain.. ish3.. oh yea, fyi~ nerf ni hadiah birthday ku~ hehehe i really really love it! NERF FOR THE WIN! can't wait to play around with my new mate! WELCOME TO MY PARADISE CS-6!! hehehe

p/s: sorry if ada salah buat... aku malas baca balik~ banyak ah kan dibaca~ hahahaha

Effa! can't wait to see you esuk~~~~!! hehe i love you baby~ i miss you so much~!! :')

Exam fever~

2010-10-19T11:28:00.000+08:00

Waazzzzzzzzzzzzuuuppp guys? hehehe I just finished revising Mathematics Paper 3... well, not fully finish.. well.. err antam tah eh.. malas ku kan explain panjang2x.. haha so silent readers, how was your exam so far? not good? bad? sucks? worse? HAHA semua yang teruk.. hahahaha nahh~ jokes~ hehe how was mine?

Let's start with Mathematics AS.. How I wish i could have more time.. seriously, like... I NEED MORE TIME! well.. it was my fault actually~ i never do any revision under time pressure before.. ish3... but the paper was okay i think...no comment~ -___-"

GP paper 2... it was okay~ just okay~ HEHEHE

Mathematics Mechanics.. again and again.. I NEED MORE TIME!! again and again.. it was my fault actually~ HAHAHA oh! I almost miss out the last question~ like, i spotted out that question 15 minutes before the exam ends! fuuuuh~! thanks Allah~ but... i only managed to answer one sub question that worth 2 marks? hahahaha wanna know why~?? don't ask me~ HAHAHAHA errrmmmm... not funny.. -_______________-"

GP paper 1... there was a question on music! and know what? at first thought, i was like.. "wow! favourite question!" then on my second thought, "oh wait! aku buat question like this before and what did i get? U!" hahaha so.. I "examine" every question and I finally chose this question... "To what extent the impact of Natural Disasters can be lessened?" Geography! hahaha yea.. case studies and etc... but I'm not sure I can get a good grade because grammar and vocabulary are killing me!!

Effa Nabilla Aziz... I miss you so much baby~ I LOVE YOU~

Dedication..

2010-10-12T10:21:00.000+08:00

I DEDICATE THIS POST TO ALL UPPER SIXTH STUDENTS IN BRUNEI DARUSSALAM *But only few can read this ahaha*

GOOD LUCK AND WISH YOU ALL THE BEST.

Effa Nabilla... I miss you so much love~ I love you!

2010-10-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

It's a week before A level... Seriously... aku stress sikit~ BUT! i had a great time, as usual, with my only Effa Nabilla beside me... I Love You So Much Sayang~ you never fail to put a smile on my face~ I love you so much my love... SaishivE~ :')

Gosh.. Paning ku masani.. i think i'll stop here first.. karang ku update this post...

Update: ehehehehe now aku dalam bilik, limpang2 atas katil... pigang laptop~ hahaha Alhamdullillah Syukur Nikmat kepada Tuhan yang memberi rahmat~ paning ku beransur pulih sudah~ hehe hmm.. nothing much to say here.. aku malas kan revise tonight pasal tired and paning ni~ hehehe

Effa my Sayang~ hehehe kebetulan jua ah sayang~ hehehe you got what i meant right baby? hehehe I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SAYANG~!!

Update?? hehe

2010-10-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

3rd October 2010 - Happy Birthday to my beloved nephew, Ak. Ahmad Aiman bin Pg. Shahmirul Kamal... 3 tahun dah umur nya rupanya~ haha I still remember the moments aku jaga ia back in 2008~ time menunggu result O Level~ everyday bawa ia keluar rumah main basikal pusing2 rumah~ hehehe so cute~ :) now ia sendiri saja keluar rumah bemain pusing2 rumah~ hahah bukan pakai basikal nor tricycle though~ ia nda pandai~ hahaha aku ajar ia sudah before..and yea.. ia pandai jua lah~ tapi! ke belakang! hahahaha ia ada reverse gear saja~ hahaha so cute~

sorry for the lack of update btw~ aku malas kan update~ hehe oh! A level is coming in 1 week time? totally uncool! to be honest, i'm not ready yet! \( > o < )/ so guys, good luck once again~ hehehe let's do our best!

Peace and Smile~ o.o/

Effa Nabilla Aziz... I Love You Wholeheartedly baby~ I miss you so damn much~!!

2010-09-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

Wooot~ It's the last of day our third-term school holiday~ ish... time flies really really fast... to be honest, I'm still on my holiday mood... gosh~ not a good sign... >.<" but there's nothing else I can do... A level is in 2 weeks time... except for 2 things... Study harder and get a good grade... or maybe, albeit rather impossible for me >.<, an excellent result? nothing much to say here... good luck guys!

Effa Nabilla Aziz... I love you so much my love!! I miss you so damn much!!

It's Raya again~

2010-09-12T00:12:00.001+08:00

What a cute smile! Hehehe

Fahmi!! Isn't he adorable~??

Like uncle, like nephew~ Phewww~~ hahaha xD

Hey guys~! say... I'm a bit late for this... but at least, it's still raya~ haha

I'm just 2 days.. err.. 3 days late...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri guys...

You know the 'trend'...

"Apologize and Forgive~"

I'm sorry for everything and I hope you'll forgive me for everything too~ :D

So guys, enjoy your raya with smiles on your faces~!!

Don't fake your smile~ hahaha *like i always did*

Remember... we're in sixth form now...

I'm sure some of us, or maybe all of us *Amiin ya rabbal Al'amin*, will be given scholarship next year...

So please enjoy your raya.. while you can...

as this year's raya..

might be...

your last raya in Brunei~ hehehe am I right? hehe

Effa Nabilla Aziz... The only diamond platinum that never ever... can be replace in my life...
ﾚo√乇ｷo尺乇√乇尺

2010-09-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

Gosh... I thought my iTouch is fine now... but man... there's something wrong with my gadget.. >.<" I don't know what, but for sure there's something wrong with it... I can feel it... I tried to check and fix everything up last night.. but I don't know what should i do apart from checking the general setting~ -__________-"

Raya is coming~ hmm.. in 6 days time? I think almost every family in Brunei is busy shopping, renovating, designing, and decorating right now... This is usually the only time when all of their family members unite, expressing their own creativity... hehe nothing much to say here.. Just enjoy yourselves and make sure that you guys have enough rest okay? ^^v

Effa Nabilla Aziz... Two days without you and I miss you like mad... :'(

iPod!!

2010-09-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

I tried to fix my iTouch internet network problem yesterday! the first thing that i did is... Restoring everything into factory setting! gosh! not a good move! The function disappear and "connect to iTunes" picture appeared! so yea, I just connect it to my iTunes... as i connect it in, one box pop out; "iTunes detect your iPod to be in recovery mode. Please restore and iTunes will automatically update the software into the latest firmware" so yea, i just clicked, "RESTORE AND UPDATE" and know what? the size of the updater is 251mb! gosh!! I tried to install it yesterday, but the connection was so damn slow! I tried to install it for more than 5 times and all are.. FAILED! >.<" so I just left it out in my bag.. I tried to install it again today... I connect my laptop directly into our internet router! amazingly! The downloading finished within 45 minutes! haha i was so damn happy tadi! but then... another box pop out.. "iTunes is not able to restore your iPod to factory setting due to eligible reason" THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED WHEN YOU HACKED YOUR IPOD TOUCH! AHHHH!!! look at that picture above! everything is n/a! cool! panicked tarus wah! so aku checked internet... macam mana caranya kan usai... but nada cara yg aku pecaya~ hahaha in my mind, "boh.. rosak tah ni iPod ku ni.. gosh..." ahahaha then aku cuba blackrain saja... aku connect and "make it ra1n"... and know what? MAU ON! hahahahahahaha aku cuba connect ke internet pakai my iTouch, and amazingly... MAU!! hahaha happy ku tarus! sanang rupanya di usai~ hahaha actuallynya, aku nda payah update tu lagi~ buang masa saja.. fuhh~ nasib jua aku nda dapat restore.. if inda, hilang tu semua gambar apa.. ish3.. alhamdulillah... >.<"

I LOVE YOU EFFA NABILLA AZIZ! GOSH I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!

How i describe love..

2010-08-29T04:48:00.002+08:00

Love is something that you can't see...

Love is something that can make you fly over the sky...

Love is something that can make you swim across the sea...

Love is something that can prevent you from hoping to die...

Love is so wonderful...

That it can make your world go round...

Love can makes your heart joyful...

Neglecting what is going around...

Love sometimes can make you sick..

But it won't make the candle flicked...

Love can sometime hurts you...

But love is the only thing that can make you...

Feel as if you're the happiest person in the universe...

Effa Nabilla... The Diamond Platinum of my life...

Love - Salihin Rahim

2010-08-28T17:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a wonderful day... Went out sungkai with my only one, Effa Nabilla Aziz... I love you so much my love... I hope yesterday's sungkai outing will never ever be our first and last sungkai... hope we can do it again and again.. Amiin.. Gosh I miss you so much.. :'(

It's 17th Ramadhan and it's Nuzul Al-Quran... another school-off-day... oh! Next week will be the last week for our 3rd-school-term... gosh don't you think this term went so fast? >.<" A level is coming! gosh! gosh! gosh! I'm not ready yet! \(>o<)/

STOP IT LIHIN!! JUST MAKE YOURSELF READY!!

2010-08-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

He left us again... to continue and fight over his final war... final year... fighting... one name... one job... one career... a doctor... May Allah bless you always... and may you achieve everything that you want... We, Rosra Family will always support you, my brother!

My 2nd oldest brother said, "sakit kamu merasa kena tinggalkan, sakit lagi rasa ia meniggalkan... on the spot kan masuk terminal tu, meliat kamu melambai tu rasa macam kan menangis banar2 tu... kamu menangis disini, tapi masih ada family disiring kamu.. ia, seorang diri.. seorang2 menahan rasa.. membawa diri...atu yang aku inda suka pasal belajar di luar negeri ni"

hehe he's right... gosh.. this is one of the reasons why i'm not really really want to take scholarship... I know, we should learn how to live without our family by our side.. but man.. I'm sure it'll be really really really really hurt when we left someone that has been together with us for a very very very long time... well... seriously, i do want to take scholarship.. who doesn't? it'll give you a brighter future... hmmm.. let's think about this later...

I once wrote here that I want to take any course that is related to agriculture.. after second thought, I'm still not sure about that yet.. Should i take that course? Am i suitable for that course? gosh.. help me... it's august already.. i guess all of us, upper sixth students, should already have our own ambition by now.. >.<"

Effa Nabilla Aziz is my other heart... I love you so much Sayang...

iPod... TOUCH!! OH CRAAAAP!! >,<"

2010-08-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

Can someone help me? I need someone to fix my faulty iPod touch~ well, it just a small problem i'm dealing with here... I just couldn't... connect... to... the... wi-fi~ gosh! i have a strong feeling and i'm sure that this problem is actually caused by this Jailbreak thingy~ gosh~ i want to recover it back to original but man! I ALREADY SPENT MORE THAN HOURS TO DOWNLOAD THE CRACKED GAMES!! >.<" well to be exact, i still can connect my iTouch to the wireless internet connection, but the wi-fi bar icon is not there! just blank and blank and BLANK!! "(>o<)" so i can't use my Safari and so on~ *sigh* so, can someone help me to fix this problem....? for free...? hahaha... >.<"

Tired...

2010-08-20T15:46:00.000+08:00

Why do I feel so tired and lazy today? hmm.. I haven't do all my assignments yet.. gosh~ it's 3:34pm already.. I think most of you, readers, knew your results already? am i right? hmmm.. i really really don't want to write about it here.. hmm ok.. i just write it briefly.. I FAILED MY MATHEMATICS AGAIN! and my biology degraded from "D" to "E".. cool eh? hmmm... ok.. Past is Past.. Let's move on...

oh yea, I would like to congrats my only little sister, Dk. Hajah Noorhamizah for getting 7 o's! You're so damn good sis!! can i borrow your brain for a month or two? haha she once said, "I HATE GEOGRAPHY" before she sit for her June Geo Exam paper.. but then.. still... surprisingly and amazingly, she got "A" for Geography~ hahaha

about assignments~ first of all.. geography.. we were asked to write an essay about hazardous environment~ my essay is on the management of volcanic activity~ teacher asked me to use Montserrat as my case study.. but gosh! sikit wah information nya! like, URRRRGHHHH!! I WANT MORE!! *drink pepsi* haha random much? yea i know.. hahaha eh nda puasa kah? hahaha puasa lah! pasal Pepsi ada buat, "ask for more" right? hahaha eh do i have to explain it?? hahaha eh apakan.. hyper jua eh.. ish3...second of all... biology~ we were asked to draw errr.. cross section of ovary? and color them~ oh!! we're currently learning Reproductive system in human.. and gosh!! I HATE THIS SUB-TOPIC! SUPERBLY BORING!! >.<"

Lastly... Effa Nabilla Aziz... I love you so much Syg... You're very very special to me... I always said that because I really really really really meant it... you know that Syg~ Can't wait to be with you again tomorrow Syg~ because.... I MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH!! T.T

2010-08-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

I should have act better than to make people depress and down. What the hell is wrong with me? I should learn how to appreciate what I have now... Take a good care of every single precious thing that I have now... I thought I already managed to eliminate my selfish behavior... but I'm WRONG! You're nothing, but a stupid faggot Salihin. Yes you are so stupid! Regret will never bring any benefit into your fucking ass right now. I should learn how to take care of one's feelings. not just mine. and never ever force one to do something that is only for my own good. My sky seems so dark today. No star. No moon. Just black. and black. Where are they? Can i get them back? I need the stars to fill my dark sky. I need the moon to light the dark sky. I need You.

2010-08-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

"It's never too late to learn!"

I don't know who quoted this quote, but I totally agree with this simple quote!

Simple but meaningful~ Less is more...

It's August 15th... about 7 weeks before A Level...

It's a lie if i said, "I'm prepared!" because I'm not prepared!

Physically and mentally unprepared!

Gosh!

but wait!

I still have time.. We all still have time to be exact, albeit NOT LONG...

Let's work harder than before...

To achieve everything that we are aiming for..

With the bless from Allah Ta'ala..

Amiin Ya Rabbal Al Amin..

"Education doesn't stop after you left school..it keep on going on and on, until you exhale your final breath"

Panda.. and EXAMS!!

2010-08-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

Gosh I love this picture! hahaha so cute! don't you think so? HEHEHE

Ok~ Let's get straight to the point~

A Level Exam will start in 6 to 7 weeks time... Are you ready guys?

If I have to retake AS papers, then I will be sitting for 13 papers in total within 2 months time..

*sigh*

Here are my exams schedule:

13th October

AM: Mathematics Paper 1

PM: General Paper 2

18th October

AM: Mathematics Paper 4

PM: General Paper 1

21st October

AM: Biology Practical Paper 3

27th October

AM: Mathematics Paper 3

Biology Paper 4

3rd November

AM: Mathematics Paper 6

16th November

AM: Biology Paper 2

Biology Paper 5

18th November

AM: Geography Paper 2

Geography Paper 3

Biology Paper 1

gosh! I HAVE EXAMS CLASH!! Mathematics Paper 3 with Biology Paper 4 and Geography P2 and P3 with Biology Paper 1!!

*deep sigh*

Good Luck Guys!!

Effa Nabilla Aziz... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH~!! "(^-^)"

New layout and...

2010-08-11T10:19:00.003+08:00

As you can see.... A NEW LAYOUT! yehaaa! hehehehe it's Tare Panda! Thanks to my only one, Effa Nabilla for telling me the name of this panda.. I love you very very very very much Sayang~ oh yea, before I continue with my story... DON'T CLICK ON THE "PROFILE DIARY PEEPS CHAT CREDITS" BUTTONS ABOVE.. I don't know how to delete that buttons and I don't even know how they works! so yea... just don't bother about it ok? just leave it there... hehehe

Continue with my story...
Our mock exam has finally came to its end! My last paper was Biology Paper 5... The paper was ok~ just ok~ at least i can answer the questions... not like Mechanics! I have a strong feeling that I will get 0% - 5% for that paper! damn paper! Ok ok ok wrap it up... AS and O level results will be released really really really really really soon... DST has started their service again... RESULT VIA SMS... Have you guys register for that service? Don't bother to do so.. HAHAHA don't waste your $3 for that service! hahaha naaah~ just kidding~ hehehe I don't think that much about my results.. wanna know why? IT MAKES ME FEEL SO DAMN NERVOUS!! and I.... HATE.... IT!!

Ok let's move on.. yesterday was another great day for me.. and Effa~ kan sayang? :) hehehe I love you so much Sayang~ I don't want to write anymore about it... because I'm afraid... You'll be jealous? xD hahaha naaah~ just it's too private~ kan sayang? hehehe I love you baby~ I miss you!! :'( oh puasa! esuk start~ Malaysia sudah start kah? i don't know~ hehehe inda jua ingau bah~ hahahaha so sembahyang terawih start tonight! hehehe hmmm gosh.. words are killing me.. I guess i should end this post here?

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.... MY ANGEL... KEY OF MY HEART..

EFFA NABILLA~

Ambitions... Full of Hopes...and Disappointment

2010-08-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Since I was in primary school until now, I still want to be an architect... I really really really really and really love that job... Can you imagine if there is a Mall or maybe a building that is actually designed by me? gosh! How awesome is that?! My parents would be very proud! Me myself would even more proud than them~ but man... My subjects in secondary school destroy all that dreams...

Then, I changed my mind when I was in form 4... I want to be a pilot... Just because I love Airplane! but then! I got a "D" for physics and that ruined everything! What a luck~ furthermore, my parents didn't let me to take that course~ they said, "too risky" and so on... maybe there's a good thing behind it~ who knows right? hehe

Then, I changed my mind AGAIN when I was in Sixth Form~ I want to be a geologist! as usual, PHYSICS STOPPED ME FROM DAYDREAMING~ So i changed my mind AGAIN... I want to be a climatologist~ but I don't even know what are the requirements... hmmm... so now, I already decided and set my ambition... I want to take any course that is related to AGRICULTURE! hehe sounds boring? yea i know...

Fire in the hole!! hahaha buang boring tadi patang.. aku kan buat short-film... but then, my nephews macam2 tah gaya dorang kan belakun... canceled lah! haha beulah bah dorang ah.. ish3.. aku kan buat pasal war... pasal tadi pagi aku liat Band of Brothers hahahaha ada idea trus kan buat cerita pasal war.. ish3... jadi director saja ku eh! hahaha mcm2 jua eh cita2nya ani haha...

EFFA NABILLA! I MISS YOU SO MUCH SAYANG!!

2010-08-06T09:22:00.000+08:00

Its been a while... How are you readers? hehe how many readers are there out there? i guess less than 10 or maybe 5? hahaha.. I don't care... doesn't bother me at all.. :p

So what's up? Mock exam has started last week.. Brief info about the papers.. Begin with EAS paper 1.. Commentary paper.. hmmm.. it was ok lah... almost all of the students that i asked said, "ok lah jua..." so ok lah tu~ haha... next, Maths P3.. gosh! the questions were not that difficult.. but... last minute revision won't help you that much... if you get what i meant... HEHEHE next paper.. Geography Paper 2... gosh! I was so nervous that I forgot almost everything that I read! seriously, I FORGOT! I felt like I want to burst into tears at that time... but then, i got my 'consciousness' back after the first 15 minutes... thanks Allah.. though my answers were... no comment... Geography Paper 3... I LOST 15 MARKS... >.<" Biology Paper 4... I forgot how to do the Genetic Diagram! screwwww you Lihin! then, I forgot the name of the intermediates for Light-Independent Photosynthesis! I FORGOT ALL OF THE CYSTIC FIBROSIS SYMPTOMS!! ARRRRGHH!! then I FORGOT HOW THE STOMATA WORKS! i got full marks when i answer that question before! but that was during our first assessment~ hahaha then lastly, I FORGOT THE FUNCTIONS OF SYNAPSES IN MOTOR NEURONS.. i did answer the question.. but just a sentence... "synapses responsible in ensuring one way transmission of nerve impulse..." That paper was a great grief to me.. I don't know why I kept on forgetting important points! Maybe it's because.. I was too nervous... I once said to one of the counselors during my life as secondary school student back in 2007, "I never feel nervous every time I have exams..." and that counselor said, "You shouldn't be happy with that... we all need to have that feeling... find it~" nah! I found it already... what's the result? I FORGOT EVERYTHING!

Oh! I want to show something to you guys....

I LOVE THIS PICTURE! hahahaha Fahmi!! hahahaha he was like, "NAPA?! MAU GADUH?!!" hahahaha funny! then.. this picture...

He was like... "NOOOO! DON'T EAT MEEE!!"

2010-07-30T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! hehehe lama sudah inda be-update~ hahaha It's a lie if I said, "I'm busy with school work" hahaha I'm just too lazy to update this blog... so let's summarize things up~ ok...

My brother, Asnawi Rahim just got married last week with her wife, ofcourse duhhh~! Ka Melati~ We're still not sure what to call her.. Ka Melati, Ka Mel, Ka lati? i don't know~ hahaha but seriously, aku masih kaku kan panggil Ka Melati~ as I used to call her, Melati~ hahaha

Music club is currently having a big project! a big project with Traditional Dance Club and Gulintangan Club~ We were asked to compose songs for Traditional Dance Club... I had some discussion with Ms. Pauline yesterday.. and she told me that I will be in the group named "Legend" together with Ikhwan and Asif... so we're supposed to compose at least 10 short-instrumental songs~! gosh! 10 songs!! :O May Allah bless our work~ Amiin...

Next.. mock exam! the exam begins tomorrow~ gosh~ seriously, I'M NOT READY YET!! Bye2 BSP scholarship~ hahaha wish us luck!

next? I LOVE EFFA NABILLA AZIZ!! hehehe

2010-07-09T08:36:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

berminggu2, barutah be-update~ hahaha seriously, aku nada mood kan update this blog wah... i'm busy with school works~ weseyh~! yea right! hahaha

so what's up guys? hehehe

School was tiring... as usual...

More and more homework's...

Mock exams is just around the corner...

and honestly...

i'm not well-prepared yet...

got lots and lots of things to do...

ok let's put this school thingy aside...

We're currently busy cleaning our house and its surrounding~

gosh~ it was so damn tiring!

My brother kawan next week~

tinggal 3 orang lelaki saja yang masih bujang dirumah~

gosh! IBU KAMI MAU KAHWIN!!

hahaha capi wah! hahahahahahaha

gosh.. it's 8:36am already..

Breakfast dulu! ehehehe

can't wait to see my angel tomorrow~

I LOVE YOU EFFA~

2010-06-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

Second day of 3rd school term.. gosh.. more and more assignments were given! gosh! well, most of them are pending assignments actually xD so what's up with yesterday? hmmm.. oh i'm tired. haha i will update this post tomorrow or the day after tomorrow or the day after that day and so on.. hahaha

2010-06-20T11:26:00.001+08:00

1 day left.... gosh.. i haven't finish my homework. i just finished updating my small book. just a little update though. but at least, i put some effort into it right? so third-school-term.. it's going to be the most stressful term ever~ that's what i've been told by almost all my tutors~ mock exam is coming and A level is just around 4 months ahead. oh gosh. take it seriously Salihin. hmm.. oh~ apart from those stressful things... we're going to have a field trip and a visit to someplace, which still, the teacher haven't decide where... it's going to be fun i think? yea i hope so...

these last 2 days of holiday weren't the best day for me... I made the most unbearable and maybe unforgivable mistake in my life. I feel really really down and I'm 'craving' for an apology. Seriously, I can't do things right at this time. everything just goes wrong and wrong. My phone stuck, my iTouch shows an early sign of internet connection error, i lost my money, i lost my paper where i noted out all my homework's, i lost my almost-finished biology essay and lastly, i almost lost the most important thing in my life, my everything. i feel so useless and life seems to be unfair with me. What should i do now? i lost all my temptation in everything and i feel so damn weak as well as useless. What is life without you my love? Nothing. Full of emptiness.

I need someone to talk with right now. I really really want her to be that someone. but this is not the right time. I really really love you with all my heart and i meant it. i hope you will read this, my everything. I'm sorry.

2010-06-19T12:22:00.000+08:00

Finally! I FOUND THESE DAMN TWO JOYSTICKS!! hahahaha bepaluh2 ku mencari! ish!! fuuh~ nasib lah jua dapat jumpa.. if inda wah.. ada kan di dengar ceramah doctor~ hahahaha melayang BND$160 tu~ hahahaha fuuh~ Alhamdulillah~

2010-06-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

it's 1:02 am right now~ HEHEHE it's Saturday! and know what? i haven't finish my homework yet! hahaha i'm going to sleep after this and bangun awal esuk. buat homework! yosh! come on! hahaha so apa ada yesterday? heheh went to Azra's house again. supposed to be buat hw, but we ended up with cerita2, liat youtube and makan2~ hahahaha i had so much fun lepak sama ia~ well this is my first time lepak rumah orang~ haha i meant, lepak rumah kawan~ aku inda pernah lepak sama di rumah kawan before.. ehehehe.. pasal my mom tu strict banar~ hahaha ia takut ulah kami capi2 if di rumah orang~ ehehehe but aku anak baik x ah~ HAHAHA apaan~ hyper jua.. pop ice ani x ni punya pasal~ haha i just drank one glass of pop ice~ and inda nyaman~ haha pasal aku inda tau cana kan buat mcm makcik canteen ptem tu buat~ hahaha hmm.. apa lagi ah? hmmm.. oh i'm tired~ i think i should end this post here.. bye3!

Effa.. i love you darling~~

2010-06-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

Oh its Thursday again! 3 days before the school reopen day~ gosh. i haven't do any single homework yet. the next following 3 days would be my busy days i suppose..yea.. maybe.. hehehe oh! my brother just bought a new Korea Football Association jersey! the original one! BND$85 each i think. and know what? aku ambil that jersey! hahahaha i'm glad and happy that ia mau bagi aku jua! hahaha yesss! ehehehe unfortunately, baru ku pakai tonight, tarus kalah korea di tangan Argentina~ HAHAHA hilang happy tarus eh~ hahaha but it was a great game though! DAE HAN MIN GUK! hahaha know what? time korea goal tu, aku makan satay wah. haha iatah aku tarus melompat and satay ku TERBANG! hahahahaha i don't know mana ia kah.. hahaha and sudah tu, aku teriak, "DAE HAN MIN GUK!!" and my other siblings yang support korea, clap tangan~ ada iramanya lah~ hahaha bukan clap antam2.. haha cool lah! hahaha but kalah jua~ HEHEHE what to do~

2010-06-16T11:20:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! ehehehe finally, my dad bought me a new laptop~ Thanks Dad! I love you! ehehe... so, what's up? oh! it's Wednesday~ gosh! 4 days before school reopen! and i haven't do any single homework yet~ Gotta finish it within this four days~ YOSH!

Oh! Sunday and Monday were really really really tiring! 2 days cleaning campaign~ tiring but we had so much fun though~ ehehehe what else? hmm.. world cup? nahh~ i don't want to talk about world cup here.. hehehe oh yesterday! i had so much fun~ Thanks for inviting darling~ I love you so much! ;)

Our internet connection is getting slower and slower~ gosh what the hell is wrong with this bloody Telbru Internet connection?! Screw you! Damn You! F*CK YOU! xD

Ok~ I think that's all for now. I'm tired. Until my next post, BYE!

Effa~ I love you with all my heart! ♥

2010-06-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers.
I think this will be my last post.. I won't be updating this blog until I got a new laptop or maybe a new monitor for my desktop. What a luck. Laptop crashed, oh ok. I still can live without it. now Desktop crashed? LIKE WHAT THE F*CK?! Gosh. fortunately, i still have my iTouch~ but gosh, I couldn't update my iTouch without my laptop~ crap. I asked my brother to get that laptop hospitalize~ but unfortunately, the "doctor" said, "motherboard rosak meh~ bawa miri lagi bagus lah. sini mahal" ish3... damaged motherboard = end of the laptop's life. goodbye Acer Aspire One. Thanks for everything.

Ok guys. actually i still can update this blog with my iTouch. But gosh! payah x tu ah... hmmm.. what a luck~ So until my next post, GOODBYE and SEE YOU!!

With Love,
Salihin Rahim

2010-06-09T17:03:00.000+08:00

What the hell is wrong with this feeling? Like, I feel angry all the time. I feel like I want to punch someone directly in the head! Gah!! Today isn't my day. A lot of terrible things happened. Laptop crashed, Broadband problem, Wireless Router Problem and so on!! Oh! What a terrible life! Seriously, I need someone to talk with right now. Someone that can cool me down. Someone that can put a smile on my face. I need this someone. oh God.. *sigh*

2010-06-09T11:47:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update. I just.. urgh.... Today is not really really my good day. Woke up with a very very bad mood then something terrible happened! My laptop is..... DEAD!! AH!!! the only thing that makes me sad was that, banyak lagu2 ku yang aku nada copy disana! even pictures pun! argh! so krg, i think i will be going to any computer workshop. kan ambil hard-drive lappy tu and jadikan aku punya Pendrive! HEHEHE

oh readers! how was your holiday? it's wednesday~ hmm 11 days to go. My holiday. first 3 days were.. BORING MUCH!! hahaha then forth day. AWESOME DAY! right Effa? hehehe I LOVE YOU SAYANG! GOSH I MISS YOU SO MUCH! *hug* 5th Day.. hmmm.. cleaning campaign at my house. the most tiring day ever! hahahaha then today. I DON'T KNOW.

Vampire Diaries! the fifth and sixth novels ada sudah. gosh. aku kan bali. but yang hard cover saja ada ari tu. BND$40.80! crazy! then, my lil sis text one of the workers there. and the said ada sudah yang soft copy. harganya BND$29.80 i think. but man. I'M TOTALLY BROKE~! HAHAHA so what to do. ILLEGAL READING is the only solution! hahahaha

oh wednesday. To all physics students *especially my lovely Effa*, GOOD LUCK for your exam! heheh Effa.. you can do it my love! I love you so much!

2010-06-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

Lagenda Budak Syaitan

For the first time, aku kan menangis meliat movie. hahahahaha amazing story! seriously, aku rasa kan menangis meliat wah! hahaha if aku sorang2 tadi, for sure.. Akan mengalir air mata di pipi~ HAHAHA

Usually aku inda pernah kan rasa menangis tu. but tadi.. :S

My lil sis cakap, "tau napa kau kan nangis? pasal kau sudah tau merasa apa itu makna cinta"

Yeaaaaaaaaaaa right!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

btw!

HP Mini 210 ada sudah bejual arah QQ station!

COOL!

KAKA!! BILA DUIT KITA KELUAR NI?! hahahaha

batah eh. i'm sick of this crappy Acer Aspire One already!

BTW~

I'm currently using B.mobile broadband.

and know what?
There's no difference between this broadband and Telbru eSpeed! hahahahaha

Both are super duper "FAST!" yea! right! hahaha i'm glad that i live in Brunei!

Where the downloading speed is 285bytes per minute! HAHAHA cool!

2010-06-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

Oh it's June already! wah~ inda lagi batah A LEVEL! -________-" hahaha shut up lihin! hahaha I had my biology practical exam today~ and it was.... i don't want to tell u now! hahahaha ok~ i went to the reporting room at around 3.10, leaving my lovely darling, alone, at the lobby area~ sorry sayang~ ehehe and know what? the reporting room was locked!! so yea, i just turun ke bawah and jumpa Effa lagi~ ehehe then, i went upstairs again at around 3.15~ and still, LOCKED! so, i just went to the library~ and i met Ezan with Qlah~ Ezan told me that the "reporting session" will start at 3.30~ hahaha so yea, aku tarus ke bawah lah~ kan jumpa Effa lagi~ ehehe but then, ia balik sudah~ ish3... I love you sayang~ ehehe 3.25 pm, we went to the reporting room! first thing that i did is checking my mobile phone~ ehehe "one message received"~ thanks sayang! ehehe i love you so much! we waited there until 4.15pm~

We started exactly at 4.30~ first question, and i screw up! hahaha i don't even understand the procedure! i was like, "WHAT THE F*CK??!! APAKAN NI??!!" hahaha I spent almost 30 minutes thinking about what should i do and what should i write hahaha.. payah wah~ oh yea, the first question is all about enzyme reaction.. i think? hahahah i don't know wah! gosh!!!! for sure, i lost 9 marks from that question~ hahaha 9 marks! 9 marks! that's a lot! ish3... question 2... microscopy~ hmpft! semua drawing! argh! ish3... bari sasak eh... we stopped at 6.30 and kami kena suruh cuci apparatus~ then, keluar around 6.40? ehehe and know what? PTEM lawa time maghrib! haha but tangga tu scary eh! haha too dark and SPOOKY! hahaha iatah my friend cakap, "EH TU HANTU!" hahaha stupid joke! hahaha but funny! hahaha lobby area lawa lah~ pakai lampu kuning~ ehehehehe my dad ada dah diluar with my mom~ ehehe kata my mom dorang jalan pukul 6~ semangat~ EHEHE

AND NOW, NO MORE AS EXAMS! BWAHAHAHAH for now~ hahaha hopefully this will be my second and last AS exams~ amiin!

2010-05-31T16:18:00.000+08:00

Effa Nabilla~ Thank you sayang~ i feel much better now~ ehehe I love you so much my love! I LOVE YOU! oh gosh, can't wait to see you tomorrow.. four days without you.. and i'm counting down to insanity! ehehe I LOVE YOU EFFA! ;)

2010-05-31T14:31:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update~ehehe everytime aku kan update this blog, confirm internet connection slow brabis~ hahaha well, we're living in Brunei. What d'you expect? haha

Oh tomorrow is Tuesday! I will be sitting for my Biology Practical exam~ from 4:30 till 6:30! totally uncool! haha majal.. ish3... hmmm.. I'm not in a good mood today~ there's something bothering my mind... but i don't think it worth anything to write it here.. so let me just keep it inside~ keep it LOCKED! ehehe I don't really smile today~ i did smile but, honestly, it was a fake smile! seriously, I'm not in a good mood today~ so don't mess up with me. *sigh*

2010-05-28T00:29:00.001+08:00

So.. another story of my life.. First of all, AS exams update~ I had two exams on last wednesday; Statistics and Biology Paper 1... Statistics was bullshit and Biology Paper 1 was ok~ I THINK.. hehehe so far, only 4 people said Statistics was ok.. wanna know who they are? hahaha Zizan, Najlaa, Munir and Yatii! amazing! hahah seriously, i found it effing difficult! hahaha biology paper 1~ the hall was freaking cold that afternoon. My finger tips turned red once i got out from the hall! hahaha can you imagine how cold it was? hahaha now, i'm left with biology practical which will be on tuesday.. oh yea! they put me on the "shift 2 list"! and i was like, "MY GOD! I WILL BE STAYING AT SCHOOL UNTIL 6.30!!" hahahaha crap!

ok, enough with Exams... i'm sick and tired of it~ just a think of it makes me disgorge! So what happened today (it's 12:27 am already but i just consider today as thursday ok? haha)? woke up 1 hour and 35 minutes late than what i had schedule last night~ i set my alarm pukul 4.30am, and know what? i woke up at 6.05am! hahah crazy! the first thing that i did was... sending a message to my lovely darling, Effa Nabilla~ I love you sayang~ ;) went to school earlier than usual. Something happened and i don't think i should share it with you guys~ hehehe sorry about that. it's just to personal~ First Period was geography~ then biology~ continued with break time and PS as well as maths class and finally EAS~ Stayed at school until 4.30 with my lovely Effa~ great day today sayang~ I love you~ so so so so so much~ like you said before, "i love you macam penghujung nombor" hehehe

talking about Effa... She's sick today~ gosh~ i felt guilty tadi pagi pasal aku macam majal suruh Effa sekolah~ sorry sayang~ sorry~ but you looked so beautiful today~ especially your beautiful eyes with your charming sweet smile~ i love you my love~ i love you so much! Thanks for your time and we had a very very very very good day today~ another good day~ another story of our new life~ hehehe I love you! and that's for sure~ ;)

gosh! i want to sleep! like seriously, I WANT TO SLEEP! but man! i just can't~ We're waiting for a call from my brother~ kami kan ke airport~ ia balik today~ ehehe ok readers! have a nice day!

2010-05-25T12:49:00.000+08:00

25th May 2010... I'm not going to school today~ due to some 'specific' reason which doesn't worth to be mention here.. Tomorrow.. Statistic and Bio Paper 1.. gosh~ i haven't finish revising statistic~ i'm left with Permutation and Combination~ as usual, i'm not confident! I have a strong feeling that i will be retaking this November... ish3...

Effa Nabilla~ I miss you Darling~ I miss you like crazy!

2010-05-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

So finally~ an update~ hahah i was too busy with other things. i was checking Ezan's blog and suddenly i realised that i actually have my own blog! hahaha apaakan! lame! hahaha

General Paper exam...

hmmm.. sangal! too much lactic acid i think~ sakit banar tangan ku after siap tu... oh yea, aku buat questions pasal Electrically powered car and Meaningful Social Interaction~ ehehehe after GP.. my dad picked me up at 5:20pm! thanks dad!

hmm.. that's all for now.. ngalih ku~ haha

2010-05-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

Update~ Update~ Update~ hehehe AS exam has started a week ago~ Maths was ok i think? but still, i'm not confident! Biology was URGH!! i think last year's paper lagi sng wah~ gosh! Tomorrow will be GP~ I will do my best! goodluck to all yang ambil GP~ and to my Effa~ goodluck with your physics sayang~ Hope you can answer all the question with ease~ You can do it! ehehehe

2010-05-15T20:56:00.001+08:00

15th May 2010 - 8:57PM
Effa Nabilla Aziz!
I miss you so much sayang~ :'(

2010-05-09T10:53:00.002+08:00

5 days! I stayed at school from 7.30 to 4.30 with you~ I'm so gonna miss that moments~ I love you sweetheart~ I'm sorry if there's something that made you feel bad or sad. well, i'm sure ada.. I'm sorry about that~
Ok~ i'm on my romantic mood this morning~ I woke up at 8.30am and the first thing that came to my mind was her.. yea you! Effa Nabilla~ ;)
So i text her up~ ;)
Remember, that messages are nothing compared to my love for you~ ;)
I'm on my romantic mood so aku jiwang brabis ni ah? hahaha so it's ok if you feel disgust reading this post~ ;)
Sometimes, I feel it's ok to be paranoid, as i do afraid of losing you, my EVERYTHING!
thanks for giving the hope and the chance to love you~
Should i write what i wrote on my messages here?
no i don't think so~ hahahaha
I dedicate that messages just for you~ not to be read by the others~ ehehehe
Extract:
"You're too beautiful that no even a single word can describe you"
i do mean it~ ;)
I love you as I love the most precious gifts in my life, My Parents.
three of you are my treasure, my inspiration, my destiny and my other hearts.
gosh. that's mean, i have 4 hearts altogether? haha cool! hahahaha -________-"
What is life without love?
What is love without You?
NOTHING~
I don't care about what people said about us, as long as we are happy together, then I will endure everything with my only weapon - Love.
She asked me this before, "how do you feel to be in love?'
and she answered her question~ hehehe that's effa~
"Macam ada dunia sendiri"
yea you're right~
We can set up a new world
Where only 3 of us can live, that is ME, YOU and OUR LOVE, together happily ever-after.
A day without you is a pain.
A month without you is a torture.
A year without you is like hell.
Thank you for accepting me for who i am.
and i love you for who you are.
I love you sayang~ ;)

p/s:
about the picture above. it's belong to Ezan~
sorry ezan. kami alum begambar sama2 so i have to use your picture.
gambar last year tu~ ehehehe

2010-05-08T18:31:00.001+08:00

I hate myself of being
PARANOID!!!!
Should i call myself..
STUPID?!!
Yea i think so!
I'm STUPID!!
Even worse than STUPID!!

2010-05-07T14:19:00.003+08:00

Phantom Of the Opera

Just want to share this song with you guys.. I listen to this song like everyday! seriously! i found this song last December.. Middle of December i think. But i've never get bored listen to this amazing song! The original version is awesome but i prefer Nightwish's version~ where they changed it to a symphonic Metal music. Amazing song! you should listen to this song. You'll love it! Believe me! Click this: Nightwish to listen if you want to hear Nightwish's version. and this: original if you want to the original version.

2010-05-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

I want a NEW LAPTOP!! I'm aiming for Apple Macbook Pro 13 inch. My brother got the 17 inch one, but it's too big wah.. i always put my lappy on my stomach while laying on my bed.. if basar payah jua tu.. hahaha but aku kan cari yang 10 inch lah... cheaper and portable brabis... My Acer Aspire One kepisan dah ah.. larak dah.. banci ku meliat hahah inda bejaga wah... luan kan ampai2 ganya.. ish3....

2010-05-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

Another day.. another chapter of my life.. new story? yea! of course... why not? hahaha... Make it short~ PS time.. as usual, spent it with Effa somewhere at the library area.. Maths class... Today's lesson was ok, but i just can't answer the questions given... break time~ again, spent it with the Einstein~ EAS class..errr.. nothing important~ Geo class.. Cleaning campaign! hahahahaha lunch time.. again.. spent it with the Einstein.. Biology class started earlier, 12.45pm and ended earlier.. 1.20pm~ I've got nothing to do so I went to meet Ms. Pauline. It has been a while i don't talk with her. Gosh, honestly saying, I do miss talking with her. I was shocked when she said. "i'm sure that you will come to see me today, that's why i bring my guitar. i want to show it to you" I was startled! and think, "gosh! what am i thinking? i shouldn't ditched music club!" ish3! know what? She was expecting to see me! and i feel bad about that. shame on you salihin! shame on you! from 2.30pm to 4.45pm.. spent it with my lovely Effa~ hahaha...

Next week! Maths and Biology exams! gosh!! i just knew that i have 2 papers to sit next week! i thought maths saja wah! craaazy! i haven't revise anything on biology! gosh! gotta start!! like Teacher Salwana said, "Don't give a room for regrets!" yea! she's right!

2010-05-01T21:25:00.002+08:00

Saturday! Oh happy happy happy happy happy day! hahaha
first of all. Went to school earlier. but arrived at school macam biasa! my dad was in his "romantic-driving" mood this morning~ hahaha
First of all. Registration class. Went to Azra's class. Discussing about the Von Thunen's Theory.
First class. EAS. well, i spent most of it reading and understanding Von Thunen's Theory.
oh tadi wah... hahaha Uncle Frank asked pasal siapa yang nangis time his/her siblings went overseas. hahaha and know what? hahahaha apakan. ketawa tah pulang. haha Effa liat aku~ hahaha know pasal apa? Aku nangis time my bro belayar~ HAHAHA i love you sayang! ;)
then Geo class! DEBATE!
hahahahahaha Ezan started the debate session~ what a great start ezan!
the debate then continued with Dayah's question. hahaha
then, sudah semua panas, aku suddenly cakap, "excuse me!" and know what?
almost all laughed at me! hahahahaha i don't know why.
the debate ended with Yatii's idea on the assumption~
then, masa aku ambil bag, effa said this to me, "since when you talk in class?" hahahahaha even simaa said ia inda kenal suara ku ahahahah well.. aku jarang becakap dalam class bah.. becakap as in jawab soalan and betanya soalan.. ahaha
break time. spent it with the Einstein.
then Biology. we did some revision on Microscopy. it was fun! yea right~ hahahaha
then PS time!
i was shocked when i saw Asif! hahaha ia pindah wah dari katok! hahah yes! finally! another Newton's! hahahaha
oh i spent my ps time with effa again~ together with the Einstein. Honestly! I enjoyed being around with the Einstein! hahaha dorang punya jokes cali brabis! hahahah banar! hahahaha i'm not lying hahaha
Lunch time. spent it with effa again~ hahahaha
Maths class.. gosh! aku inda concentrate! hahaha pasal aku discuss sama yatii pasal our upcoming performance~ ceywah! hahaha
after maths class.
buat project di library~ for the first time, i used computer di library tu! and know what?? No internet connection! Daarn! hahahaha
so kami decide kan jalan saja... buat research arah kadai2...
Azra drive~
awal2... ke rumah azra ahah hantar c azri and ambil camera
then first location! Pekatan! hahaha i thought atu Marimin wah.. rupa2nya Pekatan ahaha but sana tu bagus lah.. we got all the information that we need.
then, Sabli's~ but sabli's tutup wah... mengikut kata orang atu, lama sudah shut down ahahha
so kami jalan~ ke Mum's bakery~
then ke Ideal...
then lastly, ke Nasi Katok Hajah Fatimah...
siring PTEB~ wah! i miss that school! lawa wah that school! ish3...
btw, Nasi Katok hajah Fatimah is the first brunei nasi katok! eheheh
well, to make it clear, the first Malay Version Nasi Katok~ ehehe
Babu Fatimah said, "nasi katok awal2 di mabohai. orang china membuat. laku tu dulu. ramai orang kesana. tapi inda lama. pasal ada yang cakap, ramuannya campur babi" hahah babi!!
then kami balik~ hahaha
Night~ barbecue.. but aku tahan2 dalam bilik~ hehehe buat project geo~

2010-04-30T21:37:00.002+08:00

10 random facts that you guys should know and should do.
1. Don't be over-protective
2. Don't be paranoid
3. Don't get jealous on small thing
4. Don't try to make her jealous
5. Never suggest that she may jealous
6. Let her play with your hair, even if she's messing it up
7. ""No" always means no. Even when you think it doesn't.
8. Keep your body smells good.
9. Keep yourself smart and tidy.
10. Do what ever she wanted you to do.

If I were a cat... what would you be?
If you were a cat... then i would separate myself into two.
So that i can be both things that you need.
the Whiskas and the owner.
Both represents One.
LOVE.

I choose red color here, because I know that you love red.

2010-04-30T09:24:00.002+08:00

Thursday 29th April 2010.
Went to school earlier than usual. 6.35am! cool! hmm.. something bad happened and aku tarus bad mood awal2 pagi. sampai di registration class, tarus buat geo... then dayah came, kan bincang pasal project. Unfortunately, nobody in our group bring their lappy hahaha then we decided to meet azra.. but azra nada! ish3.. mana tia kah c azra ni.. iatah aku bad mood kan tu.. aku marah2 wah... sorry guys.. then geo class.. aku moody brabis awal2 tu.. and thanks to Effa~ for cheering me up~ thanks sweetheart.. i love you. Bio class.. we learned more about Mutation... break time. I met Effa at the locker area... then chill out sama Einstein until PS time. Maths class. Vector.. Vector.. Vector.. WHAT A BORING TOPIC! hahaha... Lunch time. aku plan kan jamming wah. but unfortunately, my friends nada! ish! aku ke canteen kan, cari my friends tu. then i met Effa and Najlaa.. so yea, aku stay with them, Einstein.. Amiin's birthday party~ oh btw! The cake was SUPER DUPER DELICIOUS! even better dari cake from Bakerlyn. hahaha Bakerlyn cake manis brabis bah... Then EAS... abis awal. as usual ahahaha.. but aku inda balik.. stay with effa... ehehe btw, I would proudly say this.. I love EFFA! ok? hehehe went back home at 3.30~ sorry sweetheart.. i left you awal.. my dad awal ambil ehehehe...

4.30pm. Went to Swensen. then lepak sana until 7. hahaha awesome. the food was urgh. hahaha inda nyaman wah. bagi ku lah. but the desert! AWESOME! hahahahaha...

2010-04-27T15:55:00.002+08:00

Finally! an update! ahaha lots and lots of things happened during these few days... I'll try to write everything here... starting from Thursday until Monday...

Thursday...
Afternoon~ first day of Forest to Reef Workshop at Rizqun International Hotel. I went there at around 1.15pm. I thought i was late but ada lagi yang akhir dari aku... hahaha first of all, registration~ they gave us one green bag filled with file and notes~ hmm... apa ada during first day tu? hmmm.. talk~ talk~ and talk~ hahahaha it was ok lah... went back home at around 6pm~

Friday....
I cant remember hahahaha

Saturday....
Academic Awards ceremony... once again, i was asked to play for the school song... went to school at around 7am.. then tarus ke dewan.. eh no.. ambil locker key dulu hahaha then baru tah ke dewan... kan buat sound check.. then aku keluar dulu.. kan jumpa Effa.. ehehehe but then, sudah ku balik ke dewan, abis tia sound check.. tau siapa gantikan aku??? Cikgu Jaafar! hahahaha.. majlis started at around 8.30? maybe.. i'm not sure... after national anthem, our turn... and know what? atu performance kami yang paling TERUK!!! time sound check, ok dah wah... but mic yang kami pakai for sound check tu kena tukar! iatah aku punya part nada bunyi!! ARGHHH! padahal aku punya part tu kira the main part wah... ish3... bari malu eh... Afternoon... Maths class.. sir tarus2 bagi test wah... hahah but i don't consider it as a test lah.. pasal inda payah antar hahahaha panat bah sir ah.. katanya test but inda ia suruh antar... ish3...

Night! something bad happened! it was raining at that time.. kami on wireless router tu kan.. and know what? suddenly, THUNDER!!!! kuat brabis! black out tarus rumah... hahahahaha but electric on balik after kami usai generator tu... but then, kami on wireless router tu balik kan.. BUT INDA MAU!! hahahaha udah kami check adapter nya, ada bau hangus wah.. haha melatup rupanya pasal that thunder.. haha iatah my mom marah...

Wafi (my brother): bu, ada bad news.
Mom: napa?
Wafi: router tu melatup x.
Mom: eh cana boleh?!
Wafi: pasal guruh mengajut tadi ah
Mom: iatah kamu atu nah! inda merati cakap indung! balik2 ku cakap tutup tutup tutup kalau beguruh, inda jua kamu merati.. ani nah.. payah tah kan video call ni! antam tah kamu eh!
We: ........... -__________-"

hahaha mengajut wah guruh ah.. what to do kan...ish3....

Sunday...
Bangun awal... iatah aku boring ni! hahaha selalunya bangun tidur tarus on laptop... surfing.. ani, nada internet connection hahaha iatah aku main rockband arah iTouch ku saja.. and know what? I completed the game already! haha piece of cake....

Monday....
inda sekolah.. pasal ada this MIB Workshop di PTEM... my sis wah yang ikut belakun tu... haha iatah ia inda suruh aku sekolah.. malu ia.. haha ish3... kan mau belakun, tapi malu2... apa tu!! hahahaha afternoon... router baru sampai! hahahaha aku happy brabis wah! pasal aku kan chat with that someone.. YOU! I LOVE YOU! hehehe... but then!!!!! sudah kami connect, inda mau wah! shit jua tu! no matter how hard we try, masih jua inda mau.. haha iatah hampa tarus.. ku bawa main bola tarus wah... hahaha

then today! Tuesday... hmmm... i got my geography marks.. i got 21/25 for paper 1 and 19/25 for paper 2... over all i got 80%... A or B? i don't know... aku hampa sikit with my paper 2.... ada silly mistake! shit man! i lost 2 marks wah.. sasak ku... bio class... test wah! aku lupa ada test wah.. baru this morning aku ingat.. iatah tarus scanning saja semua.. hahaha gila eh... test tu.. hmmm... baboi... ahaha aku inda siap... question 2 alum bejawab... ish3... i asked my dad tu picked me up by 2.30pm.. aku kan lepak di sekolah kajap haha iatah aku lepak2 sorang2 di Exhibition hall.. nasib jua that someone call... ehehehe thanks! and i love you sweetheart~ ;) btw, know pukul brapa my dad ambil? hehehehe 2.5opm! thanks dad!! ish3.... orang telbru kan datang pukul 3 wah.. iatah aku susah hati... ish3... but then, udah balik rumah..my ipod tarus2 bebunyi.. udah ku check, "EFFA NABILLA POSTED SOMETHING ON YOUR WALL" and i said, "eh how come? inda jua ada connection?" hahaha but then sudah ku check itouch tu banar2, ada symbol wireless tu hahahaha iatah tarus ku tanya my mom...

Me: bu, ada dah kah?
Mom: awu..
Me: eh bukan pukul 3 kah? bila dorang datang?
Mom: tadi pukul 11... atu, babu suruh pakai laptop mu tadi.. tapi orang tu cakap lagging! mesti buang semua barang dalam laptop mu atu...
Me: eh? apa pulang...

then, aku tarus check my laptop.. check free space... and know what? 65gig FREE!!! hahahaha banyak jua lagi tu! haha talor banar orang telbru tu hahahahaha... memory otaknya x tinggal sikit! hahahahaha jahat eh.. ish3...

2010-04-20T18:07:00.004+08:00

At last! ada jua masa kan update my blog ni~ hahahaha apakan~ ada masa but malas ku wah kan update tu.. kamek busy bah.. so what happened during these few days? hmmm.. inda ingat~ hahah pasal yesterday and today saja ku ingat~ hahah well aku ingat~ but malas ku kan buat~ -________-"

about yesterday.
Morning! went to school around 6.50am..akhir sikit pasal aku cari my locker key! hilang wah! then sudah sampai ke sekolah, tarus ke Finance Section..minjam kunci spare... ish3.. nasib jua ada.. but only for one day saja ia pinjamkan wah.. sasak ku hahaha banyak banar wah barang dalam locker ku tu! ahahahaha iatah the tutors suruh aku bawa balik semua dulu.. gila x! nasib jua c azra mau pinjamkan ia punya locker! thanks zra! ehehehe.. early morning.. ada so-called urgent assembly! know what? 15 minutes bepanas, bepaluh and terseksa.. but yang dorang gtau sekadar wah!! ish!! sasak ku eh.. maths class.. nah~ nothing important~ ehehehe... EAS class... nah~ nothing important~ Geo class.. WAH!!!! teacher wah! hahaha tarus2 panggil my name and her name... aku fikir teacher marah wah pasal kami inda focus time tu.. haha main tic-tac-toe.. hahahaha... tapi bari tekajut wah.. out of sudden she asked, "ARE YOU COUPLE?" and i was like, "what??!!" hahahaha tekajut brabis ku wah ahahahah and malu of course hahaha iatah aku tunduk2 saja.. haha c azra capi wah.. ia cakap, "panas lihin?" hahahah cali eh... bio class.. hmmm... paper kena bagi.. damn it.. i got damn 53%! ish3... essay ku salah wah.. salah baca question~ ish3.... afternoon~ balik awal.. since nada class petang... ehehe i was too tired wah.. iatah tertidur haha aku tu menunggu message from someone.. sekalinya tertidur ahaha... iatah bangun tidur, tarus fikir pasal ia~ ceywah ahahahah... seriously, I'm in "angau" state sani~ hahahaha... Angau Syndrome~ hahaha...bangun saja, tarus check ipod.. Facebook! hehehehe banyak messages~ cool~ terubat rindu~ hahahahaha... you! I love you! ;)

Today... awal2 ps...sama dorang einstein~ well not all of them... some of them saja~ ehehehehe... aku ke finance lagi~ hahaha majal.. so yea, ia mau bagi aku locker lain.. but cut $5 from my deposit~ haha biar tia eh.. $5 jua saja tu hahaha.. maths class.. gosh! aku badmood brabis!!! tau pasal apa? i think you know why!! all of you knew it i think...except for adeeq i think? hahaha then, break time.. aku bali milo and tarus ke class.. sasak brabis ku! EAS class.. for the first time, aku becrita2 sama c wafiy! hahaha panjang wah cerita kami~ hahaha cool.... then geo class.. ehehehehe apakan? hahahaha nothing important lah~ ehehehehe Lunch time! wah! i love it! hehe you! You know why! ehehehe I love you!!!! after bio... cca... but aku inda masuk cca.. pasal sama cgu suhaili practice lagu sekolah.. ehehehe kami kena suruh perform lagu sekolah on saturday ehehe...

ok~ THURSDAY! Me and ezan as well as the others will be going to Rizqun! neither to have a party nor to have a... entah.. hahahahaha ada geography workshop.. eheh from entah until 5.30pm hahaha alum ku check jadualnya tu haha but for sure, kami kena suruh kesana before 1.30pm.. so aku balik awal.. 12.30pm.. then ke sana at around 1.15pm.. EZAN! kau datang pukul brapa? hahaha Friday ada jua workshop.. from 8.30am until 5.45pm~ same venue~hehehe but i wonder cana kan sembahyang jumaat... indakan ke Jame' Asr x? jalan kaki x? hahaahahahahahaha panas x tu ah! hahah inda jua nyaman sembahyang tu hahaha jgn tah sembahyang x eh.. eheheheheh apakan! capi eh ahahahaha

I miss you! ;)

2010-04-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

Sorry! Sik ada update tok. kamek gago ngan assessment. Assessment? gilak juak! Stress!
masani kamek belajar kelakar sarawak. susah juak belajar kelakar sarawak tok. mesti belajar balit2. kelak mun salah lain kelak jadinya haha... tapi, kamek suka belajar kelakar sarawak ya. walau susah, kamek mauk belajar juak. kamek sik kira, asalkan nya gembira. hehehe

oh!~ kakak mek tanya mek tek. kenak mek cakap kelakar sarawak jak. hahaha dudi abang mek cakap, "girlfriend nya orang miri x" hahaha... tapi mek sik jawap, mek senyum jak. as usual. hahaha mek sik mauk layan dorang ya. penyibuk jak! hahaha...

oh.. mek ada biology assessment tek. hmmm.. kamek hampa gilak! my essay sucks. ish. and banyak soalan tek mek antam jak. ish. kamek gerenti markah mek rendah gik ya. -_________-" masa sik cukup wah! mok pikir pun susah. hmm... ari sabtu mek ada geo 2nd assessment. test on unit 3 and unit 4. teacher ada madah tek esok nya ajar coral. mudah2an sampat nya ajar. mudah2an topic ya sanang~ amiin..

oh! baru kmek ingat. kamek udah jailbreak iPod touch mek tek. thanks apel! you're my hero! hahaha.. at last, i have fifa 2010 and Rockband on my iTouch. tapi lamak juak mek tunggu tek. 5 jam baru siap download~ but it's ok lah.. berbaloi juak. ehehehe

hmm... Kamek cinta sangat2 sama kitak. the more i get to know you, the more i like you. yea. kitak! kamek sayang kitak! sayang sangat2. hehehe kitak sikboh risau. kamek ikhlas and benar2 cinta sama kitak. kamek sik mauk bula' kitak or even sakitkan hati kitak. seriously, kamek cinta gilak ngan kitak. oh. btw, she's not around today. kamek rindu gilak sama nya. hmmm.. seriously, sunyik kamek tadi pasal kitak si ada. I love you sweetheart! ;)

readers, sorry.. i'm trying to improve my sarawak malay language.. so yea, i have to use it regularly.. ;)

2010-04-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

So what happened after PS time? I had my lunch, yea of course... 12.20pm, we went to library~ as usual, NERDING! HAHA nah~ not really... we were just goofing around while looking at this one interesting book about monkeys hahaha Maths came after lunch... More revision on Mechanics...

ok.. what happened next? Polar girl! hahaha me and yatii were planning to gatecrash the talk, but nah~ there's something happened, so yea... canceled! hahaha we then decided to do some revision on mechanics but ended up with loitering and goofing *not really* around the school... ahahaha

Next monday. Maths Assessment! gosh! i'm not ready yet! hahaha EAS will be on tuesday and followed by Biology on Wednesday... geography? i don't know...

Right now! I'm waiting for someone~ YOU! I MISS YOU!! SAISHIVE! ;)

library...

2010-04-10T11:41:00.001+08:00

guess where i am right now? Library! just having a little rest after a torturing mechanics revision -______-"

first of all, sorry for the lack of update. there's nothing really important happen in the past 4 days, so yea, i don't have any idea on what to write here..

geography lesson just now was awesome! haha and i sat at Azra's place.. wah! it was freaking cold as if i was at the south pole! haha oh talking about south pole~ there will be a talk from brunei's very own polar girl this afternoon, of course at the lecture room~ so cool but i cant come~ -______-"

biology~ more questions on monohybrid crossing! man! i love this topic hahaha and i just realised that i actually can bend my thumb~ not that much, but at least i can bend it! hahaha

now ps time~ i'm alone, as usual... 20 minutes before the bell ring... should i continue my revision? hmmm nah~ will continue it later~

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2010-04-07T00:10:00.004+08:00

It's 12:11 am!
7th April!
Noreffa Nabilla bte Abdul Aziz..
Happy Birthday Girl!
You're 19th now. but girl, don't worry too much!
Age is just a number, and remember...
The older the better~
lastly, and most importantly,
SAISHIVE! and always be. ;)

2010-04-05T19:08:00.002+08:00

TIIIIIREDD!
Slept at around 2am and yea, I'm SLEEPY!!

School.
Maths. we used the special room somewhere near my registration class.
EAS came afterward. GOSH! GRAMMAR AGAIN! HAHAHA
next geo class. ;)
Biology. SHIT!! aku blank pasal meiosis!!!!! faaaark man!
damn it.
PS time. Spent it with Yatii.. and sorry, aku inda concentrate tadi haha due to some specific reason. ;)
oh! kami stay again today. planned kan belajar circular measure. but gosh! we're too tired wah! faizzul slept at 3am hahahaha so yea, we're too tired and yet lazy to revise. so kami jalan2 saja disekolah. ehehe
went home at around 4.45pm.. then, my sis bawa ke Charcoal.. BEEF STEAK! yummy2! hehehehe thanks sis! ehehe

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!
So cute~ ;)
I love you sweetheart~

2010-04-03T20:58:00.003+08:00

I've fallen for you my dear. Why should i be afraid after all? The thing that I am afraid is losing you. I'm not just sweet talking with you sweetheart. I really really mean it. I really really really and really take this 'case' seriously. so, please, don't worry. Put your trust on me. and i will show you that I'm not just sweet talking with you. Undoubtedly, I can't live with you forever. That's the law of nature. But! I want you to read this... I love you... that's it. I Promise. Mark my words. ;)

2010-04-03T05:43:00.005+08:00

2nd of April - A very very very very and always be very special to me. Girl, you do know why. and I'm proud that i have the 'guts' to tell you about 'this something'. ;) I'm glad that we share the same 'thing' and i hope it will last long. and hopefully, forever. ;) I know I'm a bit exaggerating here. but so what? *angelic smile* all in all, the most important thing is, I love you, sweetie. ;) .................... aww so sweet~ jiwang much! yea i know! haha

3rd of April - the second part of PTEM sport day will be held at Padang Kebajikan Berakas. and i'm not going! wanna know why? aku janji arah my mom kan denganikan usai store~ hahaha our souvenir for my brother's upcoming wedding ada sudah. banyak ah... iatah terpaksa lapangkan, cari ruang, and isikan saf-saf kosong HAHAHA apaan! but seriously, our store full dah.. like when you open the door, macam ada another door tu.. HAHAHA get what i mean? hahahaha over over over.. hahaha ok i think i got to go now. i'm hungry! it's currently 6:10 in the morning... i just realised that i didn't eat anything for dinner last night~ ish3... luan happy bah! hahaha ok lah.. to all PTEM-ians, enjoy your day~ have fun! and you! be good sweetie~ ;) sorry i can't join you guys~ ;) enjoy your day!

2010-04-01T17:56:00.002+08:00

Aiman!
Wah! problem child! hahahaha
Wanna know what he did just now??
He THREW my laptop!!
I think he's just goofing around but i was not in a good mood just now.
so!
for the first time in my life!
aku marahi ia!
sorry man!
lari ia tarus. but inda nangis.
apa tu...
menahan rasa...haha
then sudah ku angkat and kiss his cheek,
tarus nangis~ WAAAA!!
hahaha
sorry aiman~ inda ia mau sama aku masani~ haha menyamal~ sorry aiman! i love you sweetheart! ;)

school was really really fun today!!
Geography.
as usual, Teacher Esma made some random jokes hahaha
"Bay Watch"
seriously, I HAVEN'T WATCH THAT MOVIE! SO I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT! :)
biology came afterward.
new topic~ Meiosis and genetic control!
wah! at last! after a very very long and torturing lesson on the bloody boring Nervous system! -.-'
now i'm free! eh apaan! hahaha
PS time.
spent it at the student center~ doing my maths homework~
amazingly, aku inda stress! A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
hahahah annoying!
Maths~ hmmm.... we did some questions on intergration.

Second assessments.
i'm ready for biology! yea come on!
hahaha LIES!
i just finished revising Diabetes Mellitus~
we should start with the easiest one, am i right?
no? oh ok... =.='

2010-03-31T15:06:00.005+08:00

31st March 2010
Happy Birthday Mom! I love you!
Thanks for everything~

School diaries.
Assembly! gah! i hate assembly! bullshit!
oh yea! we were given this one form, about this H1N1 Thingy~
I talked about it with Ezan before bio class...
and know what ezan?
I decided to take it at FIRST!
BUT!
banyak yang inda mau! hahahaha so yea, aku jual mahal lah jua~
*kiraikirai*
eh apaaan! hahaha
lagi pun, aku discussed with my mom tadi. and ia inda suruh~ eheheh alhamdullillah.. hahaha

i was late during geography class today!
ok.. let me explain here...
i was in the careers room discussing about this future plan careers thingy.
i went there at around 12.20pm and i didn't realize that it is already 12.45pm when the discussion ended!
hahah so yea, i'm late.. =.='
bukannya aku dating ok? hahahahaha

oh about this one thing!
i think...
i'am...
no longer...
interested...
in guitar!!!
amazing huh??
i don't know why...
somehow i felt there's a wall in front of me that trying to stop me from improving!
my skills are limited! that's it!
I'm not saying that i'm giving up all my talent and throw it away or whatever it is...
it's just that, i don't want to waste my time on this guitar thingy anymore.
but don't get me wrong here...
i'm not quitting!
it's... hmmm... i'm looking for the best words to describe this...
oh! i want to reduce my time on guitar...
which is 3-5 hours per day to maybe 30minutes-one hour per 2 days..
yea that's it...
but after all...
I'm still the head of guitar. ok? haha
say no to guitar freak. say yes to book freak!
boooo! go to hell lihin hahahaha

2010-03-29T17:04:00.005+08:00

Oh god! I'm freaking tired today!
First day of second-school-term started today. and yea, i'm still in my holiday mood! gosh! don't you think the holidays were freaking short?

AS exam!
I got my statement of entry today. first exam is maths, i think, on May 12th.
shit man. only one month to go! oh man!
oh! about the statement of entry. My name ada salah wah.
AWANGKU MOHAMMAD SALIHIN BIN PENGIRAN HAJI ABDUL R20
R20! hahah awesome!
know what the teacher said?
"Your name is too long bah... next time, when you have child, make sure your child's name jangan panjang macam kau ni"
cool! hahahahaha

Biology test!
It was ok i think. but as usual, i'm not confident with my answer!
I don't know that we have to write about the resting potential!
i thought resting potential and action potential are two different sub-topic! argh! damn it!

What is this feeling?
I think...
I'm...
Falling...
in...
Love...
with...
Her...
;)

2010-03-28T16:33:00.003+08:00

28th of March 2010 - the last day for the first-term holiday. WAH!! I'm so gonna miss this holiday!!! LIES! hahahaha well, there's nothing really important and memorable happened during this holiday... hmmm... wait... errr... yes. hahahaha...

oh! Lina! happy 18th birthday pal! enjoy your day and may god bless you in everything you do...

night.
Mom's birthday party.
Started with laughs and ended with fake smiles. urgh! something terrible happened and i think it doesn't worth anything to write about it here.

ok. that's all. hahaha i'm tired. that's it.

until my next post, Assalamualaikum and tata~ ;)

2010-03-27T08:34:00.005+08:00

My current perfumes~ from left: Calvin Klein One Summer, Calvin Klein Euphoria for Men, Burberry Brit for Men, De Benetton and Diesel Fuel For Life

Know what? almost all sudah kan habis! haha i've been using these perfumes since early June 2009~ hahaha but my favorite would always be that Diesel Perfume! second one would be Calvin Klein Euphoria... believe me! it smells good! they do worth your money.

it's saturday, 8:44 am right now.
2 days left before the school re-open. sigh~
Fortunately, I'm no longer being attacked by those piles of homework and now I'm left with my messy maths notebook! hahahaha gotta organize that bloody hell messy notebook.

oh about last night!
aku discussed sama Ashrafil pasal band!
We're thinking of forming a band!!
Of course, me as the guitarist or Drummer perhaps haha and Ashrafil as the second guitarist or maybe bassist?
now we're looking for a drummer and vocalist.
I hope this plan menjadi pasal kami (me and Ashrafil) kan give up on guitar. Due to some specific reasons. hehe

2010-03-24T22:33:00.003+08:00

TADAAA! My very own DIY signature guitar! hahaha ESP S-01-R *note that this is a DIY guitar, so don't expect it to be original or whatever it is HAHA*
Specifications: Red is the colour. 22 frets. Original factory pickups. Original factory bridge.
I want this guitar to be "ALL-RED" but i didn't have much time to work on the pick-guard. I will do it after i got a new set of strings. as you can see, there's no strings on that bloody-red guitar hahaha wanna know why? I'm BROKE!! hahahaha there's nothing in my wallet for the mean time! Not even one dollar! screw you salihin! HAHA what a shame.

so what happened, apart from 'decorating' that guitar, today?
hmmm... again, i spent most of my free time with Rayyan. He "muak" at me today. awesome rayyan! I 'like' that!! hahaha
oh homeworks. still alum buat. hahaha esuk lah maybe. yea. esuk. aku promised dah sama OUMMA kan buat bio sama2 tomorrow hahaha
4 days before the school reopen. I will spend it with revising and doing those bloody homeworks. err LIES!
I WANT MORE HOLIDAY!!!!!
hahahaha
oh! i watched this one movie called thunder errr.. thunder something hahah i forgot it already.
It was a great movie. seriously! hahahah like, i laughed from the beginning until the end!! hahahaha well, yea... my brother said it is an old movie. and he said, "ketinggalan zaman jua kau ni eh"
AHAHAH but yea, i have to admit that.
I don't really watch movie as i am not a movie-freak!
Jay once said, "Eh boring jua life mu ani, bahapa saja tah kau tu inda liat movie ah?"
hey dude! aku liat movie jua bah!! it's just that, i'm busy with other things. hahaha
hmmm.. what's else to talk about??
NOTHING!
hahahha ok!
until my next post
SAYOOOOOONARAA!! ;)

2010-03-24T09:33:00.003+08:00

hahaha Aiman and his brother, Rayyan. We asked him to kiss his brother but look at his Rayyan! haha kusut tarus! HAHAHAHA

Wah! today is the 6th day of our first term holiday. gosh! gotta do my homework and revise for this upcoming assessment. AS exams? urrr... haha will think about it later AHAHA

2010-03-22T19:29:00.003+08:00

the 4th day of first term holiday.
I haven't do my homeworks yet. too tired wah! i slept at around 11.30pm last night after watching a great match between MU and Liverpool.. wah! Park Ji Sung! he's such a beast! hahahaha What happened today? hmm.. well, nothing important really. I spent most of my free time with Rayyan. gosh! He's getting "square" you know! hahaha

I just listened to Iqhwan's second composition entitled Betrayal. Crazy! Amazing song! hahaha seriously! It's hard to compose an instrumental song! hahaha gotta finish my instrumental song! hahahaha but man! i'm running out of idea! come on salihin! you can do it!

30th of March. An unknown VIP *haha* from Singapore will be visiting our school. so, the principal personally asked Ms. Pauline to organize another small live performance. badly, i won't be participating in that upcoming live performance due some unimportant reasons. the live performance will be held after break time, hmm block 2, EAS class. I think i will be in class since i'm not participating. so to all members of music club, do your best and enjoy yourselves.

2010-03-21T08:24:00.002+08:00

Finally! Dapat jua sign in blog ni hahaha stupid internet! Ok straight to the point. Holiday has started three days ago. another week to go and i haven't touch my homework yet. well, i want to spend this 3 days with music and left the school works behind for the moment hehehe

Friday. First day of Holiday. what had happened on that day? hmm.. EMO-ing! hahaha ada hal sikit~ ehehehe to Timmie, Thanks yea. I love you tim! ;) and to Yatii! thanks sis! hahah she asked me to watch this dancing video~ just to cheer me up. hahaha but yea, i did cheer up. thanks yatii! ;) then, adeeq! i know aku majal! haha sorry! guilty ku tarus bah... =.='

Saturday. hmmm... oh! I 'discovered' a new tone for my guitar! amazing tone! lama sudah ku cari that tone ahaha now dapat jua akhirnya. macam satu achievement wah tarus ku rasa!! HAHAHA so yea, pasal aku happy, aku buat cover lagu Q by alice nine and Nobody rock version. Next will be Gee Rock Version i think. maybe lah. masih alum dapat chordsnya. ish3.

Sunday. nah. i don't know. hahah it's still 8:31am right now hahaha.. will update this post later. maybe tomorrow. if internet inda capi2 hahaha.. Random fact, Brunei has the 'fastest' internet connection! I'm not surprised if snail boleh sampai ke gadong dari lambak, whilst aku baru dapat buka homepage facebook. HAHAHA over! hahaha

2010-03-16T21:01:00.003+08:00

Second Live Performances Update!

We started at around 12.15pm i think. First performance was by Iqhwan with Croatian Rhapsody. Awesome performance, as usual. Then continued with Love Story by Mimie's group (combination of both vocal and guitar section). The so-called mini concert then continued with Cinta and Mimpi yang sempurna by the guitarists from guitar section. 15minutes break came afterward. The show continued after Azan with Rasa ini, of course by me and Dayah. As usual, I had a problem with my guitar. not my playing, but the volume! ish! I think i will use my electric guitar instead for our next performance haha.. Next performances was by 2 P2F idols, Ina and Dila. Great voices! very talented! Seriously, I'm fallin' in love with Dila's voice! hahaha last performance was by Eleazar with Kantoi. Unexpectedly, the audiences want an 'encore' haha. so yea, we just let Eleazar and Safwan together with those two P2F idols to perform once again. The show stopped at around 12.58pm and overall, the live performances were a great success! no doubt! congrats to all!!

School Diaries.
Hmmm.. First period, PS. I spent most of the time at the amphitheater helping Ms. Pauline to decorate the amphitheater. Maths class. More works were given! thanks sir! and sir sindir aku tadi. ia cakap, "Don't just miss school ah. if you miss school you will lost a lot" duhr! I knew that already sir! You don't have to mention it in "sindiran" way ok? Block 2. EAS. Obituary~ I chose Jimi Hendrix instead of Kirk Hammet! so cool! hahaha Geography~ well, teacher was too busy so yea, she just gave us some works to do~ biology! we had a practical on urease again~ so cool! hahaha gosh! i haven't finish it yet! gotta finish it after this.. then. from 2 until 4. jamming somewhere at the amphitheater with Dayah, Razuan and Fie. Fie! thanks for the tips! ;) ... My dad picked me up at around 4.56pm!! awesomeeeeee!! thanks dad!! I LOVE WAITING!! SERIOUSLY! I LOVE WAITING!!

2010-03-15T19:15:00.001+08:00

Wah! so cute!! hahaha this is my nephew, Ak. Ahmad Wajdi. cute right? haha well~ Like Uncle, Like Nephew~ Phew~ HAHAHAHA ok stop it lihin. haha

I checked my inbox this morning and and and I was really really really damn shocked! 1001 unread messages! amazing! hahaha malas wah kan delete. next time tah saja. aku kan mau tau sampai berapa ia dapat save. hahahaha aku mau sampai 1 million message!! then baru tah ku delete. hahaha

Rasa Ini Piano Instrumental Version. Siap sudah! yezzaa!! I'm lovin' it! hahaha well, masih alum perfect lah. well, i'm not that good in piano so bear with me ahahaha but i'm done with the composition already. i will record it someday. or maybe i'll just ask Iqhwan to play and record it for me. He's so damn good! he is 1000 ways better than me. no joke! hahaha

Ok! Tuesday! another performance! come on! bring it on! Kill em' all! eh apaaan! hahaha oh yea! I'm currently addicted to Metallica Unforgiven 3. bloody nice song! i'm currently learning that bloody song. bit by bit. I can play the piano part already~ but i haven't touch the guitar parts yet.

Oh! It's march already! hahahahah 2 months before AS June exams. totally uncool! hahaha i'm not ready yet! ok! wake up salihin! wake up! haha how many should i say that?! hahahahahaha

2010-03-14T22:57:00.001+08:00

30 minutes before 11 o clock. here i am updating this super sweet blog via my lovely iPod touch. haha first of all, about yesterday. school was fine except for maths class, of course! i got stomachache during the whole maths lesson and i felt like i want to scream in agony! seriously! it was so utterly painful! no kidding! i think i had a a gastric yesterday. after school. stay at home, alone, once again. the others went shopping and buying stuffs for my brother's upcoming wedding ceremony. then my sister came at around 4.30 perhaps. we went to qq station at gadong. and know what? my sister bought herself a sony ericsson satio! crazy! 12mp built in camera and touch screen! simply amazing. then we went to Hua Ho. i bought a damn cheap chinese' brand keyboard. it was ok for practice but not for performance and recording though. it's a Chinese' brand. what do you expect? hahaha

about today. we had a birthday party for my lovely niece, Dk. Umie Syafiah! happy birthday girl! sadly, i didn't manage to take even a single picture! i was too lazy tadi haha sorry about that.

homework. EAS; interior monologue. as usual, i screw it up! haha i already sent to uncle frank though. geography; drawing! oh gosh! i love map! argh! but only one diagram left though. i'm done with the other two. oh biology!!!! i haven't finish yet, well honestly, i haven't write anything yet hahah will do it tomorrow during registration class! i'm so gonna be busy again tomorrow.

oh! we will be having a tedious sport house meeting tomorrow! i don't want to attend that damn meeting but i have too. no matter whether i like it or no. wtf! 4 days before holiday, i'm so gonna spend it really wisely! yea! bring it on! ceywah! hahaha

what's up on tuesday? another performances by music club! but i'm not sure whether me and deyy will be performing rasa ini on that day. deyy, she's sick. so yea, i don't want to force her. health is more important right? ehehe

oh! Gp! all students that are required to move had moved to their respective classes yesterday.. gosh i was quite shocked when Adeeq told me that she was asked to move, again no matter whether she like it or not! gosh! what is wrong with the admistration? seriously, get a life! i'm glad that i was in mr. frank's class! phew~ adeeq! sabar saja ok? ehehehe

oh my god! it's 11 o clock already!!!! it tooks 30 minutes to type thia short post! oh now you'll know how hard it was to use ipod to update your blog haha oh 11 o clock. no wonder aku selesma hahaha ok i think i have to go now! sorry if ada salah. malas kan re-read ehehe have a nice day!

2010-03-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

9:20pm.
I can't sleep. yea. as usual.
I just finished revising this one damn interesting topic, Blood glucose feedback loop. It's interesting but the names drive me crazy! I'm sick of this -sis thingy hahaha
Hmmm.. well, i think i'll just stop here.

2010-03-10T19:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's meeting was simply awesome. well, that's all. hahaha i don't really care about this meeting thingy. the only thing that i care was that, I hope there will be someone like 'that someone'. if you know what i mean. HAHA but after doing some 'research' around the canteen area, she's still my no. 1. *sing BoA's old song, No.1 haha* oh my god! What the hell am I talking about? forget her salihin. She's not meant to be yours.

School~ biology. we learned about Diabetes Mellitus. only god knows how i love this topic! seriously! this is one of my favourite topics ever since i was in form 5. PS time. We're doing some audition for the juniors. 2 students joined the audition and only 1 student were accepted. congrats dude! I hope you can contribute something to our club. "Don't just sit there and wait for the instructions". Math class came after break time. gosh! first mechanics test! BABOI! haha like, i can only answer one question out of 9 *i think*. and that question... carry.. only 2 marks. HAHA awesome. EAS class. nah~ i was busy doing my geography homework so yea, i don't really know what is going on. GEOGRAPHY! eh berijap jua eh. hahaha hmmmm... what's up with geography? oh! more homework on Dorset Coastline. gosh! i love homework!! grrr! haha oh yea, i heard that there will be a test on coastal studies next week. but teacher esma didn't mention even a single thing about this bloody test. i hope it is just a rumor. yea. hopefully.

afternoon. spent it in the library. we did some revision on coordinate geometry. kya. i love this topic haha. oh yea, wanna know macam mana kami revise? pick a question...randomly and lawan siapa dulu dapat answer nya. and know what? i won! hahaha but yea, this method does work. you should try it also lah. believe me, you'll enjoy it.

it's 7:56 pm and i'm sleepy already. i had a nightmare last night. gosh. i am not at liberty to divulge a word about it, but for sure, it sucks! oh i think i just end this post here. i need to do some research on Diabetes Mellitus.

2010-03-08T19:22:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU GIRL?!!
CAN YOU PLEASE STOP HUMILIATING OUR FAMILY??!!
PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!
WAKE UP!!
IT'S FACEBOOK!
IT'S WORLDWIDE!! IT'S OPEN TO PUBLIC YOU MORON!
TOO OPEN!! TOO OPEN I REPEAT!!!
STOP HUMILIATING YOURSELF!
HONESTLY, YOU LOOKED PATHETIC AND BITCHY WITH THOSE DAMN CLOTHES!
DON'T YOU KNOW THE MEANING OF SHAME??? OR MAYBE EMBARRASSED?!
IF YOU DON'T CHANGE YOUR DAMN SHIT BEHAVIOR
DON'T EXPECT ME TO TALK WITH YOU AGAIN!
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT KIND OF DAMN #$%^
MARK MY WORDS!
I DON'T WANT TO BE INVOLVED IN THIS!
AND THERE'S NO POINT FOR ME TO BE INVOLVED IN ALL THIS!
YOUR PROBLEM IS NOT MY PROBLEM!
BUT DAMN YOU PINHEAD!!
YOU REALLY REALLY PISSED ME THE HELL OFF!
REMEMBER! YOU'RE MALAY!! YOU'RE MUSLIM!!
BUT LOOK AT YOUR BEHAVIOR!
BLIMEY!
THIS IS SO DAMN FUCKED UP!

2010-03-08T15:18:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh! i'm sleepy!
Went to Gadong yesterday.
Finally! i got my hair cut. haha i'm sick of that bloody thick hair!
hmm... what else should i write here?
Oh! about the juniors...
ONE THING!
some of them are ANNOYING!
well, i think you'll know why after you read this...
STOP BLOCKING OUR WAY!
Move your legs, find a place and sit down!
Simple, right?!

2010-03-06T18:37:00.002+08:00

Rayyan!!

GOSH!! Ramai berabis orang di PTEM tu HAHA ramai berabis as in BERABIS AND BERABIS! ahaha samak wah. sampai betamu telinga. even siput berjalan lagi laju dari kami berjalan. HAHA oh my god! over lihin! gth hahaha

First period. block 2 and i had my EAS class. wah! good news! Uncle Frank said kami boleh pilih either stay in EAS class or pindah. I'm staying of course. baru jua ku kan biasa sama semua group mates ku, inda kan aku pindah kali?? kan kan kan? haha Geography class came afterward. gosh. teacher esma wasn't in a good mood. so yea, ia marah-marah sikit today. Biology test. wah!!! essay ku pendek! ish3. confirm low ni! ish3. i hate 'toh' ahahaha PS time! i spent it with my junior, Hafiy! hahaha lama sudah kami inda lepak eh. haha

afternoon.
kami stay pasal kan revise maths. but inda menjadi. hahaha wanna know the reason? reasons actually haha. first of all, i'm tired and lazy of course, secondly, our papers abis wah! hahah dua2 lagi abis tu. hahaha iatah nada tempat kan menulis. so yea, kami ke amphitheater saja. main guitar~ apa lagi hahahahaha.

went home at around 4.05pm and sampai rumah, tarus kena bawa main bola. gosh. tired eh. hahaha luckily we won lah. 4-2. if kalah wah!! ku makan tu bola ah!! hahaha mental~ it's 6.55 pm and i'm currently waiting for my brother. ia kan video call. yes! haha lama dah inda cakap sama ia. emo ganya ku tarus. HAHA over! oh!! Perfumes ku kan abis! gosh!

2010-03-05T19:32:00.002+08:00

I visit my first blog just now. gosh! I miss my life in secondary school. LIES! hahahaha i don't even want to recall my life being a secondary school student hahaha. oh know what? I laughed when i read my very first post! It was posted on the night before i had my O level Chemistry exam. no wonder i got D for Chemistry HAHAHA wanna know what i wrote? HAHA hmmm.. "hi. I'm salihin. I'm a newbie in this blog thingy." well, something like that lah, i can't remember. awesome right? HAHAHA well, it's normal for a newbie!

Tomorrow is saturday and i'm going to sit for my biology test on Urine Formation. I haven't read even a single word! hmmm. what's left to talk about? hmmmm... errrmmm.. urrmmmm.. immmm.. IMMM??? what the HECK! hahaha oh well, guess i should stop here. it's 7.43pm right now and i should start doing my revision for tomorrow's test i guess. ok.

until my next post, ROCK YOUR WORLD! BYE! eh APAAAN! hahaha

2010-03-04T20:35:00.003+08:00

4th March- Lower Sixth Admission day! welcome juniors! ehehe

Went to school at around 6.50am and arrived at around 7.05am. gosh. Traffic jammed! macam first day kami moved to PTEM wah! hahaha awesome! 'I LOIKE TOH' hahaha oh i met my cousin, Adib tadi.

Me: Hey dude! Welcome!
Adib: Wa'alaikumussalam~
Me: emmm?? oh ok. aku jalan dulu
HAHAHAHAHA what's wrong with you dude?! haha
Adib: ok. eh abang Lihin, karang kami ke mana? sana kah? *point at the assembly area*
Me: Hall maybe. just wait for the instruction lah. ada tu karang. ok enjoy your day!
Adib: ok. thank you!

what a funny guy! lain dicakap, lain dijawab. bagus2. hahaha honestly, i don't really care about those juniors actually~ well, I'm a good guy. aku inda pernah 'mengurat' and so on. ceywah! ARE YOU GAY SALIHIN?! hahahaha I'm straight ok!! haha ah! cut it out haha

First period was block 3, geography. again, Teacher Esma was not around. Block 4. no class. so i went to Library.. oh yea! on my way to library! sorry qilah! aku inda dgr kau panggil tadi. haha balik2 kah kau panggil ah? eh apakan! macam tah ia dapat baca ni hahahaha at library. happy ku tarus! ex-3c ada disana! wah!! happy berabis! macam reunion wah! hahaha and thanks to Zaerina pasal ajar aku bio tadi. thanks! *bow*

Break came afterward and continued with PS time. but this time, i spent it *wisely* somewhere at the canteen area with my new math tutor, Yatii! hahaha Maths class. continued with Kinematics. DUH! PHYSICS MUCH! I HATE PHYSICS!!!! SERIOUSLY! I HATE PHYSICS! hahaha oh i went back home early today. 12.o5 pm. nada class ptg, so yea, apa lagi, balik lah haha. oh! i met Aziim Ahmad masa on my way ke kereta. wah you looked "SMART" dude! eyaaaaa! hahaha first time ku liat ia pakai tie HAHAHA

Afternoon. Jalan with Wafi. aku kan bali gift card for my iTunes. Kan bali applications wah! awal2, ke Dee Jay Delima. but nada! ish. so kami ke Dee Jay Gadong, NADA JUA!! ISH!!! then lastly ke AV electronics, Apple Dealer. ada but yang BND$58 and BND$100 saja ada. ish mahal eh. ia suruh kami bali di mall saja pasal sana ada masih yang BND$38. but kami ngalih dah hahaha aku ngantuk and Wafi kan ke Gym. so yea kami balik lah saja. nanti tah. wtdo.

oh my god! i miss KL! hahaha and i miss my brother, Syukri~ lama sudah inda video call. ish3. my mom pun rindu tu~ hahaha almost everyday my mom sebut nama my brother tu. but wtdo. my bro sibuk bah. ia ada banyak tasks di clinic and hospital. not in brunei ah! scotland~ if dibrunei bahapa kan rindu2 kan? HAHA hmmm..

2010-03-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

Music Club Second Live Performance was awesome! not epic though. To make it short, we started at around 2.40pm. first performance was by me and iqhwan. Marriage D'amour. Second and third performances were by guitar section. My anak buah~ hahaha well, they did a good job. congrats guys! ehehe. next, our turn! Rasa ini. wah! Dayah! thanks! it was perfect!! oh yea. we played Rasa Ini twice. one without keyboard and one with keyboard~ ehehe and ms. pauline said, "it sounds better with a keyboard" yea. she's right. *forward* we stopped at around 3.45pm. overall, it was fun and tiring indeed.

EAS class! Mr. Frank just told us any student who failed his/her GP last year kena 'simpan' arah another class. wah! i'm happy pulang jua, pasal i hate EAS. but! si Faizul stayed! ish!! fortunately ada c muhaizan. fuh~ hmm.. sama juniors tah x ni. hahaha so cool. oh talking about juniors. tomorrow will be their first orientation day. to my cousins, Adib and Aqmar, Welcome to PTEM! give some respect to your senior! *kiraikirai* HAHA

2010-03-02T21:35:00.003+08:00

I was in a very very good mood this morning! like, for most of the time, aku senyum saja! hahaha oh tadi wah! time maths class, Sir Lim cakap, "there's some people who didn't do their work. I don't know why?" then!! aku terus2 nyanyi, "TELL ME WHY~" hahahaha sorry sir! aku hyper tadi! sugar rush! haha

Afternoon.
Senyuman ku hilang. hehe biology practical was just so damn complicated. we do a practical on microscopy and wanna know cell apa kami liat? RAT'S KIDNEY! awesome! ok let me tell you the whole story~ *drums roll* Once upon a time.. HAHA apaan! teacher suruh kami ambil microscope kan. but aku duduk2 dulu~ pasal aku baca the questions bah. then, sudah ku kan ambil, tink!! EMPTY WAH!! NOT EVEN A DUST PUN ADA DALAM ALMARI! "AISH!! GOSH!!!!" atu yang keluar dari mulut ku tadi! haha aku kan tanya teacher wah, but my voice tu luan HALUS hahaha teacher liat aku, then ia terus cakap sama one of my classmate tu. i was like, ok fine! i'll just sit here! hahaha menyamal. but then! something miracle happened! haha ada this one girl, she's my classmate jua, SORRY AKU LUPA YOUR NAME!! SORRY! but ia selalu duduk arah table tempat ku tu. EZAN! siapa namanya? i forgot wah! haha ok back to the story. ia aga aku, then ia ampai one microscope, and ia even pasangkan lampu untuk aku. WAH! I was shocked wah! and bangang of course! haha i thought ia kan duduk sana jua, rupanya untuk aku tah tu. HAHA thanks! thank you! you're my savior!! next, about the practical. gosh! aku bangang wah! seriously aku bangang awal2 tu. iatah aku tahan2 dulu. liat2 cell tu saja. haha but then, sudah teacher explain sikit, baru tah ku faham~ hahahaha ish3.

habis practical, terus badmood. paning! aku kan balik, but aku ada meeting. music club meeting. practice for tomorrow's performances. hmm. today's practice was ok lah. just ok though. ehehe i hope everything will be fine~ amiin.

2010-03-01T18:32:00.001+08:00

At last! a new song! as what i had mentioned before, this is our new song, Mengapa. frankly saying, INTERNET GAY! I couldn't even upload the original video because the size is 300+mb. so yea, i have to convert it to Mobile MP4 format. which in turn, reduced about 90% of the quality with a damn hissing and buzzing sound. it's annoying you know. but i will upload it again after we record another one. note that, this is our first take. so easy with us. ok? hahaha oh yea, as usual, pakai earpiece or whatever it is. ;) comments are much appreciated. thank you! ;)

2010-02-28T20:42:00.003+08:00

FEVER!!
I hate Fever! hahah who doesn't? haha hmm.. i'm not sure whether i will be going to school tomorrow or not. but i hope i'll get better tomorrow. there's a lot i need to do so yea, i can't miss school. furthermore, honestly, i don't want the school to deduct my allowance! hahaha

I just swallowed 4 panadol tablets~ haha so cool. my mom asked me to take just 2 tablets, but 2 inda cukup! hahaha and know what? paning tarus ni!! ish! i've got maths assignment to be submitted by tomorrow. come on salihin! you can do it! ceywah! hahaha

oh! today is 28th February! SOFIA's Birthday! happy birthday fia~ ehehe she's 16th rupanya~ haha i thought 15th HAHA seriously, i thought she is younger~ hahaha

ok! no more emo2~ timmie! thanks for your supports but i think this is the end of the line. hehe thank you very much my dear! ;) oh yea. i uploaded another video on facebook. not a cover but an original song. original composition entitled Deep Melancholy. so please do watch and listen to it. ehehe well, it's actually not yet finish, but i was so damn bored this morning. so i record and upload it on facebook. will continue with the composition later.

2010-02-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 8am. know what? i slept at 2am last night. i kept on thinking about this damn thing! oh come on! go away annoying thought! hmmm.. let's talk about something else ok.

hmmm... guess i have nothing much to say here.. so, say, i want this post to be all about her. ALL ABOUT HER. hmmm... ok let's get started. I still remember the first time i met her somewhere at the canteen area. she stood besides me and how i wish it to be happen again! even once would be enough. and know what? only god knows how i felt when i knew that we are not 'far' from each other. if you get what i mean? oh i'm so in love with her. obviously, it's almost impossible for me to get rid of her. she's just my only destination and i hope she'll know that she's my other soul. nothing can replace you. Nothing.

even though we're set to be in different classes. not even one class! your face will always be in my mind. yes. you! i want you to know about this. i want you to know how i felt about this and that. even just watching you from above during my free time makes me feel like flying over the blue sky, touching the white clouds. 'Reading' about your life helps me to know more about you and i'm glad that i found yours. thanks god. i really really appreciated it. you might think that i'm a stalker. so what. i don't care. seriously, i want to tell her about my feeling. but man! it's always hard to confess! why is that? i don't know. don't ask me. hmmm..

I really really hope that i didn't know the fact that you're into this other someone. whom i'm not sure whether that other someone is your 'special' one or not. I really don't want to know the answer. oh come on. this thing drives me crazy. i think i should stop this post here.

hmm.. I wrote this post just for you! yes. you! i hope you know who i meant. i'm glad that i met and know you, my source of inspiration, my life.

Salihin Rahim.

2010-02-25T18:45:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry guys! i am totally depressed today! there's something bothering me but man, at least i tried to make some lame jokes with you guys. i just don't want you guys to know that i have a problem. that's it. i just don't feel it is the right time to share this problem with you guys. so i'm sorry, really really sorry. for those people who smiled at me this morning, i'm sorry for not smiling back. really really sorry. This is torturing actually. acting as if i'm happy in front of my friends. seriously, i need someone to talk about this. hmm..

Our recording session didn't work well today. so no update for the moment. i stayed at school until 4. hmm. should i write everything about today here? hmm. yes. i think. ok. first of all, Ms. Pauline asked me to test his acoustic guitar. so yea, i took it to the amphitheater. and know what? mainan ku hancur! well, this is normal when i'm depressed~ you know that. oh oh oh! ada this one security guy, ia suruh aku main. gosh! malu ku tarus! adakah patut suruhnya aku main time aku depressed. like, almost all songs ku main salah saja. ish. well, back to the first point, her acoustic guitar is bloody awesome! i just love the sound it made and this is the first time i fall in love with acoustic guitar. what a great guitar.

2010-02-24T20:12:00.003+08:00

Gosh! I'm tired! I mean really really tired! I feel like I'm going to collapse in any time from now. gah!

School. Something happened masa my dad hantar tadi. I brought my guitar along bah tadi, iatah after aku ambil guitar tu dari kereta, err i put it on the back sit, aku kan tutup pintu kereta tu wah. and know what happened? MY DAD TERUS JALAN WAH!!!!! HE DON'T EVEN REALISED THAT I HAVEN'T CLOSE THE DOOR!! haha i shouted sudah, but dengan selambanya my dad terus jalan~ HAHA so i called him lah~ and i saw him turun ditengah-tengah highway tu HAHAH funny! but oh dad! i felt humiliated! thanks for that!

First period was biology. we learned more about ultrafiltration and i found this topic super duper boring! HAHA i just hate this topic. as simple as that. PS time came after bio class. well, i spent it at the canteen area with yatii and deyy. we worked on my new song Mengapa. we did another changes on the lyrics. and know what?? ceritanya betukar!! HAHAH my original lyrics atu sepatutnya macam kenapa this someone payah kan confess kan. but then, sudah tukar, macam pasal~ errrr.. aku lupa HAHAHAHA but ada kena mengena dengan Rasa ini lah. will post the lyric someday. together with the video. we will record it tomorrow. so i hope everything will be fine lah.

Maths. Nah~ i don't feel want to talk about maths right now. HAHA fair enough? hmm.. EAS. continue with speech. we haven't choose our topic yet. so yea, nothing much to say here. geography. teacher esma checked our project and ia suruh kami tambah sikit arah our project. esuk ia kan liat lagi~ and until now, aku masih lupa apa teacher suruh tambah! hahahaha

MUSIC CLUB FIRST REHEARSAL! god damn it! the boys are annoying! seriously! i'm not trying to humiliate them or whatsoever. but seriously and honestly! I'm sick of 'em! but NOT all of them lah. some of them saja. I asked them to practice on their own. and know what? they always stopped in the middle of the songs. and i ALWAYS asked them, "hey guys, kenapa?" but they just ignored me!! damn it! so i had to rise my voice and barutah seorang2 kan meliat aku! gosh! i hate that! i know, i'm a quite person but man! give me a break!!! I'm quite but I'm not stupid! I'm your leader SO LISTEN TO MY ORDERS! ok?! and ada this one guy, he bluntly and arrogantly said, "Eh ia *he pointed at me* inda tahu tu, jangan didengar! dengar aku saja" and i was like, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT SHITHEAD??!! I'm not sure whether ia main2 or not but man! it's really really really hurt inside. damn it. know what? aku cuba calmed down. I'm scared if aku marah dorang cakap aku ni labih2 or whatsofuckingever. get a life guys! get a life. this is just so damn fucked up!

gosh. just thinking about it makes me feel want to kill someone. HAHA seriously! they got the 'talent' to piss me off. congrats guys! congrats!! apart from those shitty damn thing, my new song is now 95% finished. we need to work on the bridge though. and know what? time aku main that song, i think of that someone! EMO KU TARUS!! HAHA but banar wah! i just decided to forget everything about her last night. everything as in EVERYTHING! but gosh, this song just reminds me of her. god-damn-it. and know what? i don't even look at her today. i've tried my best to avoid her and i think i can do it.

i think i just end this post here. oh i'm sorry! i used a lot of bad words here.

2010-02-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

20 minutes before 10pm. i just finished re-checking my geography project. i hope everything will be settled by tomorrow morning.

i went to my sis-in-law's house today. Rayyan got his hair cut. he's totally bald now. such a pity baby. but there's nothing can stop it. sunnah nabi and i think that can explain everything. oh gosh! i'm so gonna miss his hair haha seriously!

music club news. we will be having our first rehearsal tomorow. from 2.30 until 4. i'm not sure when is the real performances day. well, 2nd of march is what we are aiming for but time tends to kill our plan. we really really don't have enough time. if everything is ready by tomorrow then we will go on with the original plan. but if not, then 2nd of march will be our second rehearsal day.

erm. about that someone. the time has come. i should just let her go. that's the only way and i should be happy with that decision. frankly saying, we're not meant to be together. obviously we came from two diferrent world. oil would never mix with water. to that someone, thank you for giving me a brighter world and giving me the inspirations to write such an icky song. i'm sorry for loving you and i hope i can forget you as soon as possible. albeit i know this is, somehow, rather impossible for me. i hope you'll read this so you'll know that you are the one whom i wrote this messages for. only for you and never be for someone else. for the last time, i love you. :')

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2010-02-23T09:18:00.004+08:00

23rd February marks Brunei's 26th National Day. It has been 2 years since i left SMB's scout troop. I still remember the first time I joined the National Day marching back in form 3. cool! marching then terus dancing! haha can you imagine that? panas jua tu! hahah tabal jua tu uniform ah. but i enjoyed it though. ehehe.

I tried to update my iPod this morning. but the internet connection ruined it. look at the picture above! tinggal sikit jua tu!! damn it! so yea, malas ku lagi kan update. tutup tia tarus hahah biar tia version 2.1.2~ next time tah lagi. what to do.

gosh! so cute!

2010-02-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

Rayyan! for the first time aku liat ia bangun! haha

School was fine but i'm really really sleepy today. i don't know why. hmm. oh i just got my EAS paper back and i got E. damn it! Geography! results ku hancur! i thought pakai result last assessment tu saja. but then! campur dengan assessment last year! as a result, my grade dropped berabis! ish! thanks for that. i was hoping to get at least CCUE for this first assessment. but gah! damn it.

About my new song. 70% done. but we need to improvise the chorus though. we haven't touch the bridge part yet. so hopefully, we can finish it by Thursday or perhaps next Monday. Amiin.

2010-02-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

nothing important happened today. yesterday and today were pretty much the same.

geography. teacher esma gave us another presentation task on Holderness coastline. gosh. seriously! i'm running out of idea! fortunately the presentation day is on wednesday. got another 2 days to think about it.

tomorrow. hmm. dayah and me will discuss and find the melody for my new song, Mengapa. hopefully everything will be fine. amiin~

2nd of march. music club will be having another live performances. i'm not sure about the time, but maybe during lunch time. if you're wondering about the songs, we will be performing hmm maybe 4 or 5 songs. not many but i'm sure you will enjoy it. oh the songs are Rasa Ini, Marriage D'amour, Cinta and Mimpi yang sempurna. so please do come and support our performances! neither entrance charge nor payment will be taken, so don't worry, you won't loss anything HAHA

Happy Birthday!

2010-02-20T19:16:00.003+08:00

20th February 2010!
Happy birthday Daddy!
I love you!
May Allah bless you!
err. what else? i don't know. hahaha

School was fun but tiring indeed. no biology class again today. so yea, i killed that period with doing some crazy mechanics questions. ps time. again! cerita2 sama iqhwan. well bukan bergossip or such! haha we talked about music theory and some great musicians, which somehow, including my senior, Qays. the one who inspires me to play and learn classical guitar.

Maths class. wow!! Stress!!! i felt like my brain is going to burst. ish. oh gosh. it's just the beginning. god! help me! oh just put this stressful thing aside. my god. i need to get my hair cut. oh! about my new nephew. sudah ada nama! ehehe. Ak. Ahmad Fahmi. but we still call him Rayyan lah. no matter what, Rayyan will always be the best name ever. ceywah ahaha oh yea. Rayyan tidur disini, err di rumah kami hahaha, malam ni.. for one night pulang saja. ehehe wah! aku pigang ia tadi, CUTE WAH!! *rasakan dicubit pipinya* HAHA jahat.

oh! oh! oh! Merry Christmas! eh apaaan! hahaha hmm... apa tadi? oh! aku kan tukar password blog ni. wanna know why? ada orang with a nickname, GUESS WHO I AM, baca my blog ah. i don't know siapa that guy, but for sure, there must be someone who gave or told him/her the password. hmmm.. i will change it later. and i'll let you know. so don't worry. ehehe

Korean.

2010-02-18T21:07:00.003+08:00

I'm currently listening to BoA's song, We. her old korean song. wah! this song bring me back to the old days where i spent most of those wonderful time with learning korean language. thinking about it somehow makes me sad and sank into a deep melancholy *over! =.='*. i really really miss those days. i still remember the first two korean words yang ku tahu were Saranghae and Bogoshipo. haha oh i'm bored and got nothing much to do~ so i wanted to share something with you guys. err i give you two options, either to read it or just click the red X button above, ok?

i started to learn korean language when i was in secondary 1. that was in hmm 2004? err wait. oh yea 2004. =.=' hahaha tau dimana aku belajar? internet. =.=' apa tu ah websitenya? learn-korean.net x. not sure. everytime aku masuk that website, aku tulis semua semua korean words that i found on my small book~ my own korean dictionary hahaha. i used that website until the end of 2005. pasal that site closed. :'(

2006. i met this one korean girl, KIM AH REUM! Lina! ingat that girl? HAHAHA i learned a lot from her. thanks Ah Reum. how to pronounce her name? well, base on my experience, *ceywah!* its Ah Rem. hahaha hmm. oh yea, that girl help me tambahkan korean words arah my own dictionary tu and she translated semua words dalam dictionary tu ke Hangeul. know apa Hangeul? tulisan korea lah! haha. but at that time aku masih belum kenal huruf-huruf hangeul tu so aku copy saja apa yang ia buat. =.=' cool eh? hahaha

Mid-2006. world cup. haha eh apakan out haha. aku pinjam buku korea from Dewan bahasa. and know what? aku pandai hangeul sebab buku atu. wah! i'm glad that i found that book. awesome. random facts about me, i can read and write korean alphabet but inda faham maknanya. hahaha but hey, at least aku pandai tulisan korea okay? not like some people out there yang tau copy saja but inda tau membaca. no offense. peace! haha oh yea, fyi korean letters ganjil sikit. nada huruf Z, V, F, Q and X. ehehe oh! kan 2 tahun aku belajar but masih 'babal' in korean language ni hahah seriously, you won't be able to learn any language without a tutor. haha but but! i knew more than 100 korean words masa atu. not bragging! haha

2007. aku stopped. being a science student made everything to be so damn difficult. ceywah. over aha but benar eh, like aku nada masa for this korean thingy. so yea, i left it behind. and focus on my studies. *mihir! hahaha* no lah. aku belajar guitar masa atu. so yea, inda lagi aku ingat pasal korean ni haha

2008. o level. aku lupa almost semua korean words tu. haha like hilang macam atu saja. well you know, i have a very limited memory storage. hahaha but inda pulang semua eh ahaha. ada masih yang ku ingat. like manyage, changpihada, jae gil, kumawo, mianhe, saranghae, bogoshipo, pabo, jal ja, annyong, i rem, no re, etc haha

2010!!! aku kan start belajar balik haha aku cari kamus2 ku tadi. and semua hilang. semua as in SEMUA!! including my own dictionary tu. ish. sayang eh. kena bakar tia x sudah. esuk tah ku mencari lagi. ngalih dah ku kan buka tutup almari tu. haha.

so how was it? did you enjoy yourself reading my damn story above? no? oh ok. sorry for that. mianhe! formal speaking, Mianhamnida. haha cool~ wah. gila eh dulu tu. aku gila korea berabis! haha inda percaya? inda percaya sudah!!! eh apaaan! hahaha

2010-02-18T16:53:00.003+08:00

Woke up earlier than usual. and i'm freaking sleepy you know. then, went to school 10 minutes earlier! thanks for that daddy. oh my god! i was shocked tadi, registration class kosong! hahahaha macam isolated room. seriously. i can hear my footsteps echoed wah. CLEARLY! haha iatah aku focus buat geo trus. coloring session. siuk lah~ hahaha oh oh! aku cuba buat menara pen tadi. hahahaha but nda berjaya wah. pen ku sedikit. ish3. nanti tah ku bali lagi. hahah then at around 7.15am, yazid came. ia denganikan buat menara tu hahaha. thanks dude.

oh i just got my geography ass. paper back. wah! i got 14 out of 25~ damn it. luckily essay ku dapat 9/10. fuh~ if nda wah, confirm teruk tu hahaha kepisan eh. cana bleh 14 ganya tu kan? one answer, main2 belajar~ duhr! go to hell. eh apakan? haha tarus2 jua HAHAHA

Maths! damn it!!!! stress berabis ku wah!! berabis berabis BERABIS BERABIS BERABIS!! oh my god! cool! hahaha semakin hari, semakin terseksa ku oleh maths ni. rasa kan bunuh diri wah! eh over! hahahaha stress berabis tu eh ahaha lunch time came after maths. and aku nada mood kan makan tarus. like, lamah badan ku tarus mikirkan maths ah. ish3. thank you math!

EAS class. sekajap saja. less than 20 minutes saja ah. hahaha iatah sempat kami Emo siring jendela arah exhibition hall ah. awesome~ hahahah apaan! hahaha oh tadi wah. aku kan "stalk" that someone. but but but!! ia sedar bah! wah!! what a shame! changpihada~ mada2~ =.='

hmmm.. i'm sleepy eh. currently having a 'wonderful' conversation with mar and oumma. hahahaha buang stress dulu ehehe

Biology and a new lyric

2010-02-16T17:34:00.005+08:00

I just got my biology assessment paper. and know what? I PASSED!! i got grade C err 67%~ well, not that good actually. but i'm quite happy lah. for the first time aku dapat C. wah! ish3.

there's not much to write here. hmm. oh yea, i'm currently working on a new lyric entitled "Mengapa" and for the mean time, i managed to write 2 paragraphs already. fuh~ i'm getting slow. damn it. oh yea, i just started today so yea, faham2 lah. wanna know kenapa aku buat this new lyric? Jealousy Kills. i think that would explain everything. ehehe oh thanks to that someone.

Edit: this is the first copy of that new lyric. i think i will edit this lyric soon. so readers, your comments are much appreciated.

Mengapa

Mengapa begitu sukar
Bagiku untuk melupakan dirimu
Walau cinta ini hanya membuat ku terluka
Kau takkan jauh dari hatiku

Mengapa sukar bagiku
Untuk melupakan dirimu
Mengapa sukar bagiku
Melafaskan kata "aku cinta padamu"

Sejujurnya hidup ku terseksa
Menahan perasaan yang terpendam didada
Mengapa begitu sukar bagiku
Melafaskan kata "aku cinta padamu"

Ku takkan pernah bisa
Menjauhi bayanganmu dari mataku
Ku takkan pernah bisa
Menghapuskan cintaku padamu

Practice session with Iqhwan was FUN!

2010-02-13T19:01:00.003+08:00

Today's practice session was fun and fine indeed. unfortunately Fie couldn't make it so yea, kami dua saja. but we made it! ehehe even though we stopped earlier than what had been scheduled last night. Marriage D'amour. wonderful song. you should listen to this song too as i'm sure, totally sure, you won't regret it! trust me. mark my words.

EAS assessment. bloody hell. i hate that paper. haha i just don't know what to comment and what to write. so yea, as usual, "antam" is the only solution. hahaha i'm pretty sure my marks would be errr.. low? hahaha putting this 'damn' thing aside, maths class. urrgh! Mr. Lim marah tadi. well inda pulang marah brabis.

Me: sir!
Mr. Lim: yes? any problem?
Me: What is component? magnitude kah?
Mr. Lim: what? what is component?
Me: i don't know. *innocent face*
Mr. Lim: eh you ah. always talk talk when i teach. you don't listen what i said. so now you don't know what is component. NOW CLASS.. *ambil marker and explained arah whiteboard*

Wah!! kena marahi. ish! hahaha thanks for that sir! sadar ku tarus!! SADAR!!! bukan lagi sedar! hahaha eh apaan! sama jua tu. wth. hmm. but banar eh. payah wah maths ah. stress yo! stress!!! *ampas kelapa arah meja*

PS time. i spent about 30 minutes of my ps time with Deyy. i want to make a new song but nada idea! damn it. nada ilham langsung. haha then deyy said, "LIAT C MATA!" hahahaha panat deyy~ capi2 hahaha oh yea!! aku pakai mode Chinese New year today! haha first of all, i used this one RED nike bag. then i used RED pilot rexgrip pencil. then i used RED covered pen. hahahahahhaha so cool! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS and TUTORS excluding MR. LIM! haha jahat. haha nah~ joking ehehehe

My dad took me exactly at 3.30pm. good job! hahaha but then my mom bawa jalan makan once i got back home. cool~ haha i'm tired but rezeki jangan ditolak? ok? ahaha err.. atu saja cerita hari ini. I'm tired so bye!

errrrr...

2010-02-12T15:11:00.002+08:00

Oumma! hahahah thanks for those annoying jokes. Hilang bad mood ku tarus~ hahaha thanks!! ehehe and please, i don't want to see those emoticons again! please! i'm begging you from heart to heart! ceywah! oveer! hahahah

wah! i've got maths assignment to be submitted by tomorrow. and gosh! i don't know how to answer those questions so i can't answer those questions which means i can't hantar that homework. errr? yea. hahaha bagus alasan mu atu lihin! hahaha taking this homework thingy aside, i just improvised my song, Rasa Ini. tambah guitar solo! and i made it!!! berjaya 100%! ahahaha

wanna know how i did it? first, record that guitar solo with a camera. then, opened DVDVidSoft Studio. i used this software to rip the audio from the video. then, opened Audacity Studio. i used this software to combine the ripped audio with the original copy of Rasa Ini. Lastly, export them into MP3 file. and FINISHED! simple right? yea. i know hahaha err.. what's the point of telling you all of this? hahaha

oh! I'm alone again. gosh! i hate to be alone. honestly, i'm scared to be alone. HAHA oh i can't wait for tomorrow's practice session! i hope everything will be fine. Amiin~

CRAZY!

2010-02-11T18:05:00.003+08:00

DAMN IT!! YOU WENT TOO FAR DUDE! I CAN'T STAND FOR THIS ANYMORE! He always asked me about that someone. gosh! i was like, "oh man!! give me a break!!" i know it's his right to love that girl too, but why it must be her? not someone else?! ish! even worse, he arrogantly said, "keeper-finder. siapa dulu jumpa ia dapat" WHAT THE HELL!! he just knew that girl last month!!! last month dude! last month!! gosh. this is insane! this is madness. this is crazy!

today was not a good day really. i just got my maths assessment paper. and i failed it again. good job salihin. you deserved it! you need to be more serious!! damn it. this is so damn f*ck*d up! like, aku tepaksa buat2 happy tadi. ish! its your fault dude! he kept on asking me, "eh napa kau nda mau gitau kan? jelous kau kah? eh!" YEA!! I'm JEALOUS! SO WHAT???!!! err! just forget about this. this thing drives me crazy!

hmmm.. i'm really really tired today! i even slept during my registration class. for the first time! oh about last night. Timmie, thank you so much! i really really and really appreciated your supports and advices. should i write about our conversation last night? hmm well frankly saying, we talked about that someone. and thank you once again for giving such a kind comment on my song.

oh. for your information, my song Rasa Ini is now downloadable but you need to ask me first. then, i can give you the link. about the quality, hmm.. i used the old one, the one on the video. haven't done any proper recording yet. maybe in March.

welcome~

2010-02-10T14:53:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, 9th of February 2010 - The day and date he was born. Welcome to RosRa's Family little baby! haha We are not sure about his name yet. but his father, said maybe, "Ak. Ahmad Ryan or Ak. Ahmad Zaqhwan." which one is better? haha i voted for Ak. Ahmad Ryan. cool name wah! haha but his mom inda mau x. what to do. oh! now i have 19 anak buah! wah! banyak eh. lebih banyak dari siblings ku. makin crowded rumah ni! hahaha

Geography test! gosh! I messed it up. i read unit 3 and 4 only but ada questions from unit 2 and i was like? wth?! so yea, apa lagi. antam saja tia. haha gosh! aku lupa this topic sudah bah. ish. ah forget it. past is past. ceywah! haha

biology. we started a new topic today. Homeostasis. i 'used' to love this topic before but today, i don't why. i found it errr boring! then maths. we learned Mechanics' very first topic, Forces. gosh! macam physics berabis! hahaha oh! i thought topics before ani under mechanics bah. but then someone told me atu under pure maths masih. wth! hahaha benar kah tu? not sure eh. hahah for sure, math is getting harder! damn it. if dulu aku dapat ambil Travel and Tourism tu wah, confirm! aku ditch maths! hahaha nah sudah atu, menyesal~ sesalan mu tidak bermakna~ ceywah! haha

wah! i'm alone again. ish. my mom ke hospital, then my brother jalan entah ke mana. haha i'm hungry eh. 3 days sudah aku inda lunch. not cool~ hahaha oh!! I received one message tadi time test geo. it was from my friend. and know what he wrote? "lawa c cute atu eh" i was like, WHAT THE FORRRRK!! i thought he's not 'into' that someone anymore. gosh. baboi eh. haha but he's right pulang. she's getting hot. err hot as in beautiful. my first impression on her was cute but now tambah satu lagi. hahahah apaan!

oh. i think i have to go now. kan main guitar. i miss my electric guitar!! sorry baby! i have to left you alone in that shitty bag for couple of days. sorry!

Biology~

2010-02-09T14:53:00.002+08:00

Biology was fine! but i'm not confident with my answers. haha selalu~ oh yea! Uncle Frank just showed us our GP breakdown. and know what? I got U for both papers! HAHA awesome! good job salihin! wah it seems like i'm getting stupid in all subjects hahaha.. my god.

My sister-in-law is currently at RIPAS. kan beranak. *any better word for beranak? bida bunyinya haha* wah! come on sis! laju2 tah beranak. lama sudah inda pigang baby ni. Aiman is too big sudah hahaha.. oh! talking about Aiman! wah Aiman 'mengamuk' saja lately. Ia cari his mom bah. payah jua tu. hahaha inda kan suruh ia tidur di hospital sama his mom x? bagus tu. haha iatah yesterday panat! ia ambil kunci kereta abang ku, then ia bagi aku. suruh aku drive! bagus eh anak buah ku seorang tu hahaha.. adakah patut. inda jua ku pandai tu hahaha.. hopefully tonight ia inda mengamuk lagi. kepisan tu ah. ngantuk ku olehnya bah. ish! thank you for that Aiman! i love you!

Lunch time. i went to the careers section arah lobby tu. sementara sunyi tadi atu jua haha and know what? i found one useful information! Geology needs Mathematics, Geography, Other Science subject (biology!! haha) or/and physics! wah! sugoi! aha but I need to get a very very good grade in maths. duh~ i'm stupid in maths you know. hahaha but hey! it's not the end of the world! *love that line! haha* let's work harder from now on. err.. oh ok! hahaha hey come on! find the spirit! haha crazy.

Marriage D'amour. Ms. Pauline said i can use my electric guitar for this song! wah! awesome! when is the next performance? i don't know. haha but we (me, iqhwan and fie) will be having a practice session on saturday. the day i sit for my first EAS assessment. gth EAS. hahaha so wish us luck. i haven't master that song yet. but i'll try to master it before this upcoming chinese new year holiday.

Gosh. tomorrow is geography assessment. it seems almost everything that i read and memorised last time hilang. haha cool man! now i have to read dari awal. AWESOMENESS! haha.. its 3.08pm and i'm too tired to revise. so will do it either tonight or tomorrow during ps and lunch time. wah! two days sudah aku inda lunch di sekolah. ish3.

New Layout. T.T

2010-02-08T14:38:00.003+08:00

My God! I hate this damn new layout. Something wrong arah my old layout. so yea, i have to change it. I don't have much time to 'choose' a fancy layout so yea, i just choose a plain one. what to do.

Today's maths assessment was bloody 'awesome'! hahahaha thanks sir! I'm a kind of 'loving' those questions. thank you! Taking that aside, today is the first lower sixth admission day.what else to write eh? hmmm.. what's the point of writing that admission thingy eh? haha Oh yea, about AS.. I will be retaking Biology, Mathematics and GP. i want to take Geo pulang jua, but my dad said, "B ok sudah"~ What to do right? my god! I'm sad that ada orang dapat A in geography. ish! I want that grade not this damn B!

about future careers. I already decide that i want to take any courses that are related to geography. and i'm not sure yet what it course would be. perhaps geologist? but geology needs chemistry and physics i think? hmm. will think about this later. later and later. for sure, Geography is my first choice.

oh! i haven't revise anything for tomorrow's biology test. wth. haha it's 3 pm right now. and i just wasted 3 hours of my free time. congrats Salihin! good job.